Is My Karma Gonna Come In Double?

[Dad]

Recently I've been going through a lot (addiction, family, etc.) I'm struggling to remain clean, which meant giving up associating with certain people including a woman that I grew close to.

Even though she was a positive influence in my life and never contributed to the monkey on my back, I felt that in order for me to get back to my old self I had to cut everyone off and when I mean everyone, I mean EVERYONE. So I got ghost on her, no email, no calls,twitter the whole 9.

It's been a couple months since I've talked to her and my issue is that now that i'm finally close to being on the other side of this thing, should I reach out to her and rekindle what was lost? I'm not going to front, I miss her and I know that if I reach out ill have to deal with a million questions, resentment on her end and endless nagging to get back in her favor (all of which I understand since I got ghost on her).

I guess what I'm asking is if y'all think it's worth it & if you think my karma is gonna come double for hurting her even if I felt that it was necessary for self preservation?

 

[NeilCartwright]

Did you tell her what you were doing or you just went off the grid for two months?

 

[Trill McClay]

OP for fighting whatever addiction you were dealing with. It might be best to keep ya distance from that broad if it means you staying clean. Making the same mistake twice will only leave you with regret. Let her go.

 

[gogogubari]

I guarantee she's waiting on you to call her, so she can either:
A. ignore your call
B. Answer your call and be mean as fukk

She a woman, though. Indecisiveness runs in our bones. As long as you're persistent, she'll probably start talking back to you after a week or so. Let her get her pettiness out of the way first, though. You deserve it anyway.

 

[Dad]

Did you tell her what you were doing or you just went off the grid for two months?

I just fell off the grid. Everything was good between she and I but, in the back of my mind I knew I had to chuck the deuces because things were pilling up - so after we talked on the phone that night I never looked back

 

[Dad]

OP for fighting whatever addiction you were dealing with. It might be best to keep ya distance from that broad if it means you staying clean. Making the same mistake twice will only leave you with regret. Let her go.

preciate it, breh

 

[Verbal Kint]

If its worth having its worth fighting for. Shoot your shot playa

 

[Dad]

I guarantee she's waiting on you to call her, so she can either:
A. ignore your call
B. Answer your call and be mean as fukk

She a woman, though. Indecisiveness runs in our bones. As long as you're persistent, she'll probably start talking back to you after a week or so. Let her get her pettiness out of the way first, though. You deserve it anyway.

yeah that's the same thing i was thing. even though i miss her, my pride wont allow me to play that "down on bended knee" game but for so long (again, even though i know i'm at fault). not to mention she blocked me on twitter so I know she'd be EXTRA petty about it and drag me through the mud.

 

[Dad]

If its worth having its worth fighting for. Shoot your shot playa

she's a REALLY good girl, breh that's a big part of why it's killing me. If she was some bop on the street I wouldn't think twice.