sorry, I saw "Freud" and blacked out.
Yeah. My moms ain't shyt. I come from a family that's mainly women. Grandmother, Grandpops, mom, 4 aunts, 2 men.

My mom had two daughters, then me from a 1 night stand 10 years later.
All those broads hate men.
So I caught hell growing up. My uncles went on to marry shytty ass abusive women, turned their backs on their kids cause of women.
Hell, I got one uncle, he let his wife's brother molest his kids, decided to ignore and "pray about it." She divorced him, he went on to marry a chick that pulled a gun on his boys. And these are GOOD boys. Dedicated to the church and all.
Other uncle was a macho muscular construction worker, he still married an overweight, angry abusive shytty attitude having woman. Yes, she beat his ass.
Me, my family constantly treated me like the scum of the earth for the same reasons yall see women get abused and then shyt on meek men. I wasn't gone be shyt cause my older male cousin wasnt shyt. But they still treated him like gold. Younger male cousins, too. Cause they were the baby making, social security number stealing drug dealers. I was the- same shyt you see here. Listen to music, read, learn shyt.
Lotta women don't like that shyt. You become prey, cause in their minds either you the aggressor (and the ideal) or youre the victim.
Cause of that, I spent my entire life chasing women that treated me like shyt and treated their affection like a prize I could never earn.
But I tried. I had to show them I wasn't the bad person they painted me as, that I was a good guy, and that there was no reason to not love me based on what other nikkas did.
Cause that's how I grew up.
It happens to a LOOOOOOT of nikkas.
I can get into "Why", but this post is long enough.
Don't nobody wanna read that shyt.