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On the third day of my tryout , a group Of trolls, because they don’t deserve to be called fans, decided to drudge up old tweets from 2010 & 2011 and retweet and tag me in them. A lot of them were me talking shyt about WWE angles and outwardly expressing my disdain for their then women’s division. A lot of girls on the indies then hated it for the way they portrayed women on tv. I was just the only one stupid enough to post openly about it on my social media. I will openly admit that I probably wasn’t mature enough to have a social media account at that point in my career. That was a point of my career when I thought it was cool to cuss in promos and say shyt for shock value.

What was worse was that they took tweets of me and one of my best friends tweeting jokes back and forth to each other that was considered stereotypically racist. They were taken out of context and basically I trended world wide as a racist biggot. I am not and never have been either of those.

I trended world wide as a racist that day. What is even more fukked up is that the tweets that trended world wide and got plastered on every dirt sheet website weren’t even real. The KFC one especially. That same group of little trolls used a twitter app to Photoshop these tweets that made it huge. I had a team of people look into this group and I have screen shots and proof of them bragging about screwing me over. And even saying things like “who do we mess with next?!” Again, call me a liar and anything else you can think of. I’ve heard it all at this point. But I have proof kids. I am even told I can sue. Slander and deformation of character. They cost me my dream job. I may pursue it. Who knows. Regardless,

I was so devestated to see myself trending online for such an ugly lie. I will admit , some of what I posted was in bad taste. I didn’t need a social media account at that point. Tastless jokes that were absolutely taken out of context. I apologize to everyone who I did offend for ANYTHING I have ever said. I owned up to what I did say. I also issued an apology on twitter that day because Dave Lagana from TNA told me to. He reached out to me and told me that even if I didn’t tweet them to apologize because it would make me look bad if I didn’t. I listened and I shouldn’t have. I was directed to delete my apology from a more reliable knowledgeable source shortly after. I panicked. I was sad. I contemplated quitting. I cried for a month. I didn’t know how I would come back from such a horrible accusation. And I only looked guilty.

But obviously I came back a little stronger and with a little thicker skin. Its going to have to take a little more than a pathetic group of trolls living with mommy to fukk me up.

Before each and everyone of you judge me or call me names, please. Make sure you are perfect first. Make sure that you have never made a mistake. Or made someone cry, or said something hurtful. Make sure you have never made a tasteless , sexist, racist joke of any kind before you judge someone else. We all make mistakes and we learn from them and evolve. We grow and we mature. We become stronger and smarter. We become more aware of what is OK and what is not OK.

I’ve changed and matured and mentally grown over the last 5 years especially. I am a human being. I have feelings. I deserve to be successful and I know my worth. I will be damned if someone who isn’t god himself will tell me I am a failure and a racist and I don’t belong.

I am not a racist. I am not a biggot.

I love all life. I love everyone.

We are all here to make a difference and learn and grow. Listen to all sides and form your own opinion based on your experience with that person / situation.

I feel like I am more sad and bitter these days and I am letting too much get to me. Things that didn’t used to get to me. I think I’ve left all these feelings bottled up for a while so I wanted to put this blog out there. Try to clear my name. Try to explain my side. Closure.

Thanks for listening.

I fully expect hate and accusations to start over again but at this point like I said, I’ve heard it all. Just please know you are hating me for something I am not.
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I'm a huge believer in people can change but She was mid 20's saying those things, everyone grows/evolves differently surebut by then there were certain phrases etc that I wasn't comfortable flinging around "playfully" or not. She tried to steer into it which is a sign of telling the truth but going over the top with the "I love everybody" stuff is what makes it feel like I'm sorry I got caught instead of I'm sorry I said it


I try not to judge people solely off it but what people tweet/retweet/like gives good insight as to who you're dealing with.
 
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jackswstd said:
Nah, that apology wasn't sincere. She still blaming trolls for bringing her racist tweets to the light, that's not taking responsibility for her actions. :camby:
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This.

It's the cover up/deflection attempts that nullify her explanation. People HATE the coverup of dirt more so than the dirt itself most of the time
 
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