I understand depression but cases like that are super extreme to me.
If somebody said those things to you
And you already had low self worth
Despair, loneliness and all types of emotions manifest themselves
You can never know what you would do if you’ve never dealt with heartbreak
And that goes from parents, friends, etc
Eating is just like people drinking in abundance
Doing drugs in abundance
If you feel like you have no hope and you feel like nobody genuinely cares
You are going to do things at an excessive rate because of just that
You gave up on self worth
I was an eater(not to this point), weed smoker and occasionally drinker
Always been heavy(if you know about husky)
So my self worth was low all through my childhood
Personal demons and abandonment issue
It wasn’t until my real first sexual experience (I don’t count my lost virginity) with an older woman that saw something in me
Did my self worth and self esteem kick in
Granted I was still a husky guy but after that
Girls in college started paying attention to me
After that you couldn’t tell me nothing but I was still wrecking my body with sweets(it’s a dangerous drug I tell you)
Even though people said they cared
That little fat kid voice was always in the back of my head of “You ain’t shyt”
I didn’t really get out of my own way until my cancer scare in 2017
Really went and got counseling and started to recognize my self worth and trust in people that loved me
I started to lose the weight and I’m in the best shape of my life
So until you been down a dark road or never faced your demons head on
You probably can’t relate
And I’m not trying to belittle you or say you haven’t been through tough times
But watching this video and hearing that
Definitely hit a note with me
People always question why nikkas go crazy and shoot shyt up or do things to their body to feel
Men, especially black men have no outlet to let this shyt out
And sometimes it’s too late to rectify the problem
By then we are out of control and grasping for everything to just hold on to a little bit of life
I mean this thread right here shows nikkas really don’t have compassion for other black men
But this is a problack website
nikkas need to stop lying about that
If you for all black folks
How can you not have empathy for your fellow breh