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This is a subject im very sensitive to these day. Kinda similar story. Long story so bear with me :mjcry:
So in our friends circle there's this fiiinnnneee as light skin chick from AL. You all know i usually have no interest in light skinned chicks but this is an exception.

Anyway, honey is fine as fukk and every dude in the crew be trying to holler but get no play. Me and a couple of guys were talking a few times and we even had a bet as to who would get to fukk her. We were all bettin on each other We all be like "man i have no shot but you do, tho" type sh!t.
All of us be like "someone gotta hit that ass for the TEAM!!! if one of us fukk it''ll be like we all fukked" :laff:
So the first time i went at her was one time we all went on a camping trip. We were out in the woods and she was complaining she was a bit cold the night before so i jokingly made a comment saying we could sleep in the same tent to keep eachother warm :smugbiden: She laughed it off and i didnt push it. The last day we were out there i said we should go out she said yes and A breh damn near did a backflip :win:
Only to get a text a few hours later saying she was " flattered but she thought about it and would rather not date someone in her circle of friends because of previous bad experience". A breh was ....upset but i was cool with it. I always thought me banging her would be a long-shot anyway. :sadcam:

So like 2 years went by and we'd see eachother all the time and i started feeling like she regretted not going out with me. We (whole crew) would be chilling on the deck and she'd come and put my arm around her her shoulder on purpose as if all the sudden she was interested.
I was like :ehh:
One night we were waiting for another friend out ours outside and we were cold as fukk so we were standing right next to eachother and i said fukk it... i grabbed her and kissed her. Stuck my tongue way down her throat and we just went at it making out for a good minue until people showed up then we sat down like nothing hapenned. Another time we did the same thing again. Wed do sh!t like that but never talk about it especially not around our friends. But then she started saying we should stop doing this and just go bck to being just friends and that shes trying not to do any fukking around anymore.

Then came new years eve. She and I and another 2 peopler were supposed to meet up. They got delayed and it was me and her there alone... again.

The night went on and we're in this club talking and i walk her to her car and our friends leave. We start talking about an unrelated topic and next thing we're outside talking for 20 minutes. Then she was like "it's cold. We gotta finish this. You have liquor at your place?" I'm like yeah.

We go to my place (i live less than 2 miles away) and gave her a tour of the new house, we get some wine and we're lai up onthe couch talking. Out of nowhere I jump on her and start kissing her. She pushes me off and says stop. I go at her again. She kisses me back for a bit and then was like "ok...stop. Stay in your corner of the couch and lets finish the conversation" I jump on her a third time and grabbed a titty and she just locked her legs around me. All the sudden we're going at it and then she says "lets go to your room". At this point we're both drunk as fukk.

The sight of her stripping all her clothes off in one single motion and jumping on the bed on her back was like :banderas:
I get inside her and start going at it. Few minutes later my sh!t just went ...limp.:dame: After a while she was like "i think im going to leave"
A breh was crushed. :why:
Id only experienced limp dikk one other time in my life. All these years i wanted to fukk this chick with evey fiber in me and I finally get the opportunity and all the sudden my d!ck failed me...straight failed me ...
Since that day i've been on a tear fukking every chick with a vengeance. I know i badly bruised up my jamaican jumpoff for real. But i keep going extra hard to make sure my d!ck never fails me again. The fear of this happening again haunts me, keeping me up at night, brehs.

I was so traumatized by the sh!t i didnt even tell the brehs i fukked her even tho these clowns would have thrown me a party. lol!

Hopefully some day she'll give me another shot but she's been avoiding the topic going back to her "we should go back to just bein friends" talk :shaq2:

I'm hanging out with her and some friends as I type this. We're waiting for our table. She's fully clothed but in my mind I'm still seeing her fully naked body hop on my bed :mjcry:

:banderas:
UPDATE

Wish me luck, brehs!
Looks like I may get another chance to prove myself worthy of that p*ssy :blessed:

We've had a couple of good convos recently and I'm feeling a vibe like she's interested again. If the lord/Allah/God makes this happen again I gotta knock it out.:mjcry:
Can't take the pressure of this L :sadcam:
 
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