
Nope.

I was buzzing but still conscious of her girth, but didn't care cuz she was all over me and the dillz was rock hard cuz.

The liquor was a young ugly nikkas best friend back in college.![]()
I've done that once or twice w/ some women that are a bit larger than I would normally go for sober.![]()
I once nearly took home a cougar that had to weigh nearly 3 bills.I was buzzing but still conscious of her girth, but didn't care cuz she was all over me and the dillz was rock hard cuz.
Luckily my female friend was there to pull me aside. I ended up getting alil too frisky with her tho too. Had put me on timeout.
Oops. Didn't peep this was for the ladies.
This girl I knew for awhile she was my friends wife's friend fukked me one night
This was right after she broke up with a long time bf. we all were hanging out at a bar then took her to my friends crib and smashed. She was the one flirting and being agressive at first. she was drunk as hell as was I and the next day texted me that she made a mistake and didn't even realize what she did and told me please don't tell anyone![]()
you black out twice every week and you think you're "out here"absolutely, a different person. But that different person is your true self minus the social conditioning and brainwashing to keep appearance. Same reason why shy/quiet people become talkative when drunk. I feel like when sober and in everyday life we have all kinds of mechanisms set up that come crashing down after a few drinks.
I've personally had women curve me multiple times, only to throw the draws at me after a night out when I'm not even tryna get it. No one can tell me that they weren't attracted to me in someway.
I party 3-4 nights a week and black out prolly 2 of those days. I'm very much out here.
Even when I'm blacked out lit, I'm not bringing a chick home I didn't want to smash.
As a man tho, I will take one for the team and I will smash a chick lower than my standard, BUT it would still stand that I'm attracted to that person or their physique.
A woman is different, we're talking about pursuit. A woman choosing a dude. Which happens very often when alcohol is in involved. Then afterwards, pretend like being drunk made them make a mistake. You hear the excuse all the time with women who cheat, "I slept with xyz and made a mistake because I was drunk!". Nah, really you wanted it all along.
be quiet breh you don't get down. Nobody blacks out weekly or makes a point to get to that level.





neggedI had been stayin with a friend of a friend for just over a week. This really awesome dude, super kind, thoughtful, sweet & funny...all that good stuff.
I liked him but I wasn't sure if I would sleep with him or not. My brain hadn't categorized him yet and I didn't know if he should be my friend or something more. He was really nice with me but I couldn't tell if he was down. Plus he was a friend of my friend (a guy) and I didn't want to make anything weird between us since I was stayin at his place.
One night we went out to this party and I had a lot of overproof rum to drink.
I got all brave and when we got home, I asked if I could sleep in his bed.
He asked me if I was sure.
I said yes.
We fukked like crazy all over the place, on top of furniture & shyt, knockin things over, in all kinds of positions and it was awesome.
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No regrets.
We fukked a bunch more over my last few days there right up until a couple hours before I had to leave. shyt was so sad I broke out in tears and cried in his arms for at least 30min. One of the hardest goodbyes I've ever had to make. Got tears in my eyes just thinkin about it.
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