Life choices

[Tigeraje69]

fukk man i just wanted to tell ya think before ya act seriously. I fukked up my whole career and possibly future.

Getting a general court martial tomorrow in 12hrs, not for the pity but hoping someone actually heeds a warning. Just think before you do anything especially when you know its wrong.

My irrational thinking is now gonna follow me for the rest of my life. That goes with everything smallest shyt can become the biggest of a ordeal.

Just pleaded guilty to my case now i got my sentencing tomorrow possibly getting 5-7yrs a federal conviction, and a dishonorable discharge + a fine if they feeling frisky.

For real im type drunk now cause this be the only shyt i can get numb on being in the military, but not for nothing when shyt be happening thats when you be re-evaluating everything literally everything bruh. Having nikkas locked up round me i knew it was bad but you aint know what it is till you go through it.

But fo real now till i go back to that court hit a nikka up if you got any questions or something i dont know man just a nikka out here tryna do whatever wit his 12hrs

 

[killacal]

Who are you breh

And what did you do

I'm leaving the country if I'm facing that kinda time

 

[Dreamzeedream]

Damn what did u do???.....

 

[Berniewood Hogan]

My irrational thinking is now gonna follow me for the rest of my life.

I've seen irrational fools become wise men over time, brother.

 

[Tigeraje69]

Who are you breh

And what did you do

I'm leaving the country if I'm facing that kinda time

Damn what did u do???.....

nah nobdy for my short time id just be surfing ya nikkas had me dieing and shyt
Dudes charging me on Burglary, Larceny, and some other military only type shyt

I've seen irrational fools become wise men over time, brother.

Appreciate it man it def do make you see clearly, making you wish you could relive the moment with how you feeling now

 

[Poh SIti Dawn]

Damn, I'm sorry. Yeah nikka never listen to that voice.

 

[Mac Tyson]

what did u do

 

[Berniewood Hogan]

military only type shyt

http://forums.somethingawful.com/showthread.php?threadid=2691832

Keep your eyes open and you will be fine, kid.

 

[Denzel_Saucegton]

fukk man i just wanted to tell ya think before ya act seriously. I fukked up my whole career and possibly future.

Getting a general court martial tomorrow in 12hrs, not for the pity but hoping someone actually heeds a warning. Just think before you do anything especially when you know its wrong.

My irrational thinking is now gonna follow me for the rest of my life. That goes with everything smallest shyt can become the biggest of a ordeal.

Just pleaded guilty to my case now i got my sentencing tomorrow possibly getting 5-7yrs a federal conviction, and a dishonorable discharge + a fine if they feeling frisky.

For real im type drunk now cause this be the only shyt i can get numb on being in the military, but not for nothing when shyt be happening thats when you be re-evaluating everything literally everything bruh. Having nikkas locked up round me i knew it was bad but you aint know what it is till you go through it.

But fo real now till i go back to that court hit a nikka up if you got any questions or something i dont know man just a nikka out here tryna do whatever wit his 12hrs

Keep your head high breh....only one judge and that's GOD...he'll hold you down if you believe.

 

[A.V.]

fukk man i just wanted to tell ya think before ya act seriously. I fukked up my whole career and possibly future.

Getting a general court martial tomorrow in 12hrs, not for the pity but hoping someone actually heeds a warning. Just think before you do anything especially when you know its wrong.

My irrational thinking is now gonna follow me for the rest of my life. That goes with everything smallest shyt can become the biggest of a ordeal.

Just pleaded guilty to my case now i got my sentencing tomorrow possibly getting 5-7yrs a federal conviction, and a dishonorable discharge + a fine if they feeling frisky.

For real im type drunk now cause this be the only shyt i can get numb on being in the military, but not for nothing when shyt be happening thats when you be re-evaluating everything literally everything bruh. Having nikkas locked up round me i knew it was bad but you aint know what it is till you go through it.

But fo real now till i go back to that court hit a nikka up if you got any questions or something i dont know man just a nikka out here tryna do whatever wit his 12hrs

Bruh.

I know exactly how you feel bruh. Trust me. Best advice I can give you is from this moment on, begin planning your future and successes. Make THAT your God, and who / what you pray for, if you're religious. If not, use logic and nature to guide you to peace and understanding. Observe. You're gonna be there for a minute but you dont always have to "be there" if you know what I mean. Don't fall into detrimental habits and ways of thinking. (You will, but pull yourself out every time. Recognize when you're doing it.)



Don't allow yourself to feel bad for yourself or become a failure story. Strive to become a story of overcome odds and adversities.




Nothing wrong with looking at the glass as half empty. Don't get complacent. Look at it as half empty, to motivate yourself. Refine yourself mentally and physically. Network. Be better than all you see and hear. Learn from everything, task yourself daily with learning something wether its book knowledge or life wisdom.



Talk to yourself, never lose communication between your conscious mind and your deeper self, in the mix of the routine, mundane, fukkery you'll face day in and day out. And most importantly, don't EXPECT for anyone to understand or care, or meet your expectations, inside or outside, regardless of their current relationship or relation with you.




Take all this and realize how much easier said than done it is. Nothing worth it, is ever easy though. Even if you fall short and only can do a few of those things, you'll still be better off than had you done none. Create and find YOUR own purpose in this realm and don't give in to the pressures of giving up.




Even if its for temoorary use only, use the next few hrs. to memorize some contact information (even if you have to write it on yourself) that'll be vital to getting on your feet in there with anything you'll need, reliable people that care about you but will need to be informed of your situation to help, if you need it. Wether its something as small as someone who can make 3-way calls or relay messages, to something as big as keeping you company through mail/visits or money, utilize your time now to set that up.




Later on, you'll wish you did, and the more that time passes, the less of a priority you become to people out here who don't understand the depth of the emotions and struggles you'll face in there, and you'll end up mad at them anyways. P. S., those that help you, hold them in especially high regard, and let them know every chance you get, how appreciated they are. When you're home, continue to, if they're still around. (Which unfortunately isn't a guarantee.)



Salute, and good luck. Sometimes the best thing for a man to grow and prosper, is time, and to be alone with his thoughts.




Chin up, homie. I'm still facing repercussions and struggles for my fukk ups, and I been home for two years and been doing a lot of shyt RIGHT. It's just life, breh. Stay inspired, all you got is YOU.

 

[Tigeraje69]

http://forums.somethingawful.com/showthread.php?threadid=2691832

Keep your eyes open and you will be fine, kid.

Keep your head high breh....only one judge and that's GOD...he'll hold you down if you believe.

Bruh.

I know exactly how you feel bruh. Trust me. Best advice I can give you is from this moment on, begin planning your future and successes. Make THAT your God, and who / what you pray for, if you're religious. If not, use logic and nature to guide you to peace and understanding. Observe. You're gonna be there for a minute but you dont always have to "be there" if you know what I mean. Don't fall into detrimental habits and ways of thinking. (You will, but pull yourself out every time. Recognize when you're doing it.)



Don't allow yourself to feel bad for yourself or become a failure story. Strive to become a story of overcome odds and adversities.




Nothing wrong with looking at the glass as half empty. Don't get complacent. Look at it as half empty, to motivate yourself. Refine yourself mentally and physically. Network. Be better than all you see and hear. Learn from everything, task yourself daily with learning something wether its book knowledge or life wisdom.



Talk to yourself, never lose communication between your conscious mind and your deeper self, in the mix of the routine, mundane, fukkery you'll face day in and day out. And most importantly, don't EXPECT for anyone to understand or care, or meet your expectations, inside or outside, regardless of their current relationship or relation with you.




Take all this and realize how much easier said than done it is. Nothing worth it, is ever easy though. Even if you fall short and only can do a few of those things, you'll still be better off than had you done none. Create and find YOUR own purpose in this realm and don't give in to the pressures of giving up.




Even if its for temoorary use only, use the next few hrs. to memorize some contact information (even if you have to write it on yourself) that'll be vital to getting on your feet in there with anything you'll need, reliable people that care about you but will need to be informed of your situation to help, if you need it. Wether its something as small as someone who can make 3-way calls or relay messages, to something as big as keeping you company through mail/visits or money, utilize your time now to set that up.




Later on, you'll wish you did, and the more that time passes, the less of a priority you become to people out here who don't understand the depth of the emotions and struggles you'll face in there, and you'll end up mad at them anyways. P. S., those that help you, hold them in especially high regard, and let them know every chance you get, how appreciated they are. When you're home, continue to, if they're still around. (Which unfortunately isn't a guarantee.)



Salute, and good luck. Sometimes the best thing for a man to grow and prosper, is time, and to be alone with his thoughts.




Chin up, homie. I'm still facing repercussions and struggles for my fukk ups, and I been home for two years and food a lot of shyt RIGHT. It's just life, breh. Stay inspired, all you got is YOU.

I appreciate ya in all the ways possible fo real i been walking this path alone until i turned to god and my family I know its going to be hard and a long journey but besides them the only thought that is keeping me moving is that i want a family and i want to give my son/daughter the world when it comes to it. i aint even know how to express how im feeling but the littlest thing helps fo real i aint a good writer or expressing emotions but @AVthaPHARAOH son your shyt be deep for real i appreciate it that shyt like that is what keeps me moving foward

imma hop off and move foward starting tomorrow i appreciate the help and support no joke

for real thanks i hope ya be easy in ya like endeavors and best of luck to your futures may it be filled with prosperity

 

[Big Boda]

nah nobdy for my short time id just be surfing ya nikkas had me dieing and shyt

this is english right?

 

[A.V.]

I appreciate ya in all the ways possible fo real i been walking this path alone until i turned to god and my family I know its going to be hard and a long journey but besides them the only thought that is keeping me moving is that i want a family and i want to give my son/daughter the world when it comes to it. i aint even know how to express how im feeling but the littlest thing helps fo real i aint a good writer or expressing emotions but @AVthaPHARAOH son your shyt be deep for real i appreciate it that shyt like that is what keeps me moving foward

imma hop off and move foward starting tomorrow i appreciate the help and support no joke

for real thanks i hope ya be easy in ya like endeavors and best of luck to your futures may it be filled with prosperity

You'll come out even better than you are now, even better than the man who made the choice to end up in this situation, if you give yourself purpose and let that purpose drive you. We ain't the only ones with opportunities, breh. Remember that. P.S. fukk the Coli, please don't spend your last hour doing this shyt.