Peter Parker
Superstar
For some background, I'm an only child, my mom didn't have more kids until I was like 19, so growing up all I had was my cousins and the little bit of friends I could make. I spent a lot of time with my cousins, sleepovers, and shyt like that, we were always super tight as if we were brothers and sisters.
About 6 or 7 months ago we go the news that one of my cousins had cancer, she was only 24 fam, 2 years older than me. Everyone stayed optimistic man, we were all trying to support her but all this bullshyt family beef got in the way of it and it was nothing but drama surrounding her and people wanting to go see her and it was just a fukking mess
Luckily I got to see her a few weeks after thanksgiving and we sat and talked for like an hour, she had literally just graduated college when she got the news of being sick
We just talked about all the bullshyt she would stress over, and she laughed about how silly it was to be worried about grades and what other people thought of her and boyfriends and shyt, at the time I took in everything she said like good advice because honestly I just assumed she'd pull through, like how in the world could she die? Someone I spent all this time with, someone who doesn't have a malicious bone in their body, and I know everyone says this but I swear to god i've never seen her worked up once, not even when we were kids.
Just got the news she died today, this shyt sucks, I didn't even react when my moms told me but now that shyt hit me and wow, like damn.
All I got to say is follow your dreams brehs, and know whats important in this world, your happiness, I swear i'm not about to stress about shyt that doesn't matter anymore, I've been dedicated to following my dreams as of late but this shyt right here is pushing me even more, you never know how much time you got
TL:DR - Follow your dreams, you can die at any time
About 6 or 7 months ago we go the news that one of my cousins had cancer, she was only 24 fam, 2 years older than me. Everyone stayed optimistic man, we were all trying to support her but all this bullshyt family beef got in the way of it and it was nothing but drama surrounding her and people wanting to go see her and it was just a fukking mess
Luckily I got to see her a few weeks after thanksgiving and we sat and talked for like an hour, she had literally just graduated college when she got the news of being sick
We just talked about all the bullshyt she would stress over, and she laughed about how silly it was to be worried about grades and what other people thought of her and boyfriends and shyt, at the time I took in everything she said like good advice because honestly I just assumed she'd pull through, like how in the world could she die? Someone I spent all this time with, someone who doesn't have a malicious bone in their body, and I know everyone says this but I swear to god i've never seen her worked up once, not even when we were kids.
Just got the news she died today, this shyt sucks, I didn't even react when my moms told me but now that shyt hit me and wow, like damn.
All I got to say is follow your dreams brehs, and know whats important in this world, your happiness, I swear i'm not about to stress about shyt that doesn't matter anymore, I've been dedicated to following my dreams as of late but this shyt right here is pushing me even more, you never know how much time you got
TL:DR - Follow your dreams, you can die at any time
