50 just hasn't met his match yet, and contrary to what we may want to see, it ain't gonna happen behind the mic, its gonna have to happen within a real relationship. He's projecting, he wants someone to be there for him, but he doesn't know how to express it. It's probably gonna take a woman embracing him, holding him and telling him, "its ok to feel sad about your mother passing when you were a little boy", he needs hug therapy. I've seen it before. Only then will he be able to mend all the broken relationships in his life.