Nobodyknows
All Star
2016 has been a helluva year for me. I've been introduced to a lot of new people and a completely different lifestyle...
Pre-2016, I had a small circle of friends, didn't really leave the house much and had a few personal issues going on.
However, since then, I have been introduced to cocaine and Ectasy. I went through a phase of sniffing coke on a regular basis and sort of got addicted. I'm past that now though.
A few months ago I was selling some bud. Borrowed a few hundred off of a friend to get started...however, being a smoker myself, I fukked up my graft.
After fukking it up and having no way of making the money back, I decide to start making money another way...Ectasy.
I started off ticking 5. To my surprise, they went straight away (considering I didn't have the custom). I did fukk up a couple times though but managed to get back on my feet.
Over the past couple of months, my custom got bigger and I've got a pretty solid base of income now.
I built my way up and have got a lot more connections in the pill business. However, some things still went wrong (Money being owed to ME, things going missing etc...)
Obviously, the debt puts a lot of stress and worry on my shoulders.
Whilst this is going on, my friend who left the country a couple of nights ago left me with about 10g of yayo.
I feel as if I'm taking too many things on my plate that I can't manage. I can't get out of it so easy because I owe money and things ALWAYS go wrong for me. I'm quite unlucky but things always end up fixing themselves at the last minute. It's like a never ending cycle.
I'm still quite young and I feel like I cannot cope. I don't know how to get myself out of the situation I'm in and I feel like it's destroying me.
I can also feel myself changing. Before I got involved with any of this, I was somewhat a nervous/shy, quiet type of person. Sort of a p*ssy. But now I've some how stirred up the courage to keep my eyes on the person who's staring back at me or my girl.
If anyone could give me some advice, it would surely be appreciated...
Pre-2016, I had a small circle of friends, didn't really leave the house much and had a few personal issues going on.
However, since then, I have been introduced to cocaine and Ectasy. I went through a phase of sniffing coke on a regular basis and sort of got addicted. I'm past that now though.
A few months ago I was selling some bud. Borrowed a few hundred off of a friend to get started...however, being a smoker myself, I fukked up my graft.
After fukking it up and having no way of making the money back, I decide to start making money another way...Ectasy.
I started off ticking 5. To my surprise, they went straight away (considering I didn't have the custom). I did fukk up a couple times though but managed to get back on my feet.
Over the past couple of months, my custom got bigger and I've got a pretty solid base of income now.
I built my way up and have got a lot more connections in the pill business. However, some things still went wrong (Money being owed to ME, things going missing etc...)
Obviously, the debt puts a lot of stress and worry on my shoulders.
Whilst this is going on, my friend who left the country a couple of nights ago left me with about 10g of yayo.
I feel as if I'm taking too many things on my plate that I can't manage. I can't get out of it so easy because I owe money and things ALWAYS go wrong for me. I'm quite unlucky but things always end up fixing themselves at the last minute. It's like a never ending cycle.
I'm still quite young and I feel like I cannot cope. I don't know how to get myself out of the situation I'm in and I feel like it's destroying me.
I can also feel myself changing. Before I got involved with any of this, I was somewhat a nervous/shy, quiet type of person. Sort of a p*ssy. But now I've some how stirred up the courage to keep my eyes on the person who's staring back at me or my girl.
If anyone could give me some advice, it would surely be appreciated...
. I'm dumb as shyt and not built for manual labour either
