SeveroDrgnfli
Ain't nobody tryin to get indicted.
I learned some new things about myself, society, and other people.
I read a book that changed my life. I met another woman I love and I find myself thinking about her at odd times. She's hella funny and quite observant. Way smarter than me too, I like that a lot. Lol, we've never met but it doesn't matter. She knows how I feel and I do as well.
We may never be together, which is wild, because my feelings are real.
This angel of mine has taught me I am capable of loving and trusting somebody no matter what. I need to love people. Her trusting me means a lot to me.
I swear to God I could a write about and to her everyday. She's my muse. She's kind of like a super hero. I know I love her because I want her to feel safe and loved. And I want to kiss her all over everywhere.
fukk drugs. Honestly. All drugs. Pharmaceutical and illicit. I hate drugs. I did so much in a short period of time it took a long time to balance the chemicals in my brain and get back to my right mind.
Most people do not like me. I accept that and I've learned I can't sweat it.
I am hella sensitive. I cry because things are pretty. I cry because things are sad. I cry because I'm laughing too hard. Crying is therapeutic and I enjoy a good cry here and there.
I need a hug everyday. I need to feel physically connected to people or I lose my mind. As much as people don't like me off top, I make them comfortable because I'm so weird they feel like they can be honest. That's a gift. Long story short I get hugs everyday and people exchange energy with me and it keeps alive.
I really am the motherfukking truth. It's unfair how I talented I am. I'm very good at most things. I play dumb a lot. And I allow people to appear better than me at most things.
The best version of me is considerate and humble. I can be that version of myself if I meditate and am at peace with myself.
Low key, I'm a saucy little photographer. People who don't like me are liking my photos now.
It's never too late to learn a new skill. This year I learned how to ride a bike, work in a kitchen, have a job, control myself, photography, and bmx.
Being weird is okay. I allow people to feel better about themselves by being very weird. I am the father of the weird black kids movement. I will never get props, but the youth fukk with me tough because weird is cool right now. And I'm the weirdest black man hands down.
Most people lie. If I'm honest about my struggles they will always be used against me in the future. Unfortunately I have to lie about a lot of shyt to avoid going to jail for felony assault. I do not like that at all. I'd never use somebody's vulnerability as a weapon against them. People who do that deserve to be killed on sight.
I attract all fringe groups because I do not judge people. I think beauty is honesty. Being who you are is the most beautiful version of you. I mean that shyt. I've dated some very beautiful women and they were so ugly in review. That's all I'll say here.
I need to be in the moment. I can't hide in my head. My anxiety and guilt make me crazy. When I feel guilty and frightened it's all bad. I hate those feelings. I hate anxiety.
A lot of guys are threatened by me, especially if they have a woman, which is funny because they love to call me gay or feminine. If I'm so gay and feminine why do they fear their wives, BMS, and girlfriends will leave me for them.
Lmao, somebody is lying to themselves, just saying, I see you.
Straight men focus far too much on being straight. Focus on being a man nikka!
I've calmed down on talking to girls. I don't want to get them in trouble by talking to them. I don't want to disrespect anyone's love because it's so hard to find in this world.
Physically I'm a beast but my soul and heart need are behind in the race. I'll be focused on developing them from now on.
The women in my life love me so very much. Most men will never get the affection I do from their woman. I swear to god.
I'm proud of myself. I went on a handful of dates this year and only had sex with one girl. I wasn't a whore. And from not being a whore I've met some nice girls. I really crush a lot. I can't control it. My heart is massive and I love so many women at once. I can't control how I feel.
There's a difference between racism and white supremacy.
I've gotten back to my punk roots. I love the punks in my city and I forgot how much I love being a little b*stard. Hahaha, we do it for the laughs. I finally have a family and am part of community.
The West Side has adopted me, and I love everyone of those motherfukkers. This is my city, period. I knew it would be when I first saw it at 7 years old. I swear to God.
My flesh and blood are on the ground in this city. Lol frfr.
I view my goals as marathons not wind sprints. I'm never late because I'm on my own schedule. fukk all that too old or too young shyt. I take the scenic route, I'm never lost.
I used to love being the center now I prefer observing from a distance and reporting on shyt.
One can talk the talk and walk the walk. I am one of those people. I talk less because of the fragility of the human ego.
I really am a ladies man. I tried to deny that but girls like me a lot. It's kind of crazy. I have to be careful with this skill. Girls are territorial, prideful, selfish, observant, and calculated.
If somebody doesn't love being alive and isn't a romantic they're not going to understand me. I love everything I do and every person I'm associated with.
I read a book that changed my life. I met another woman I love and I find myself thinking about her at odd times. She's hella funny and quite observant. Way smarter than me too, I like that a lot. Lol, we've never met but it doesn't matter. She knows how I feel and I do as well.
We may never be together, which is wild, because my feelings are real.
This angel of mine has taught me I am capable of loving and trusting somebody no matter what. I need to love people. Her trusting me means a lot to me.
I swear to God I could a write about and to her everyday. She's my muse. She's kind of like a super hero. I know I love her because I want her to feel safe and loved. And I want to kiss her all over everywhere.
fukk drugs. Honestly. All drugs. Pharmaceutical and illicit. I hate drugs. I did so much in a short period of time it took a long time to balance the chemicals in my brain and get back to my right mind.
Most people do not like me. I accept that and I've learned I can't sweat it.
I am hella sensitive. I cry because things are pretty. I cry because things are sad. I cry because I'm laughing too hard. Crying is therapeutic and I enjoy a good cry here and there.
I need a hug everyday. I need to feel physically connected to people or I lose my mind. As much as people don't like me off top, I make them comfortable because I'm so weird they feel like they can be honest. That's a gift. Long story short I get hugs everyday and people exchange energy with me and it keeps alive.
I really am the motherfukking truth. It's unfair how I talented I am. I'm very good at most things. I play dumb a lot. And I allow people to appear better than me at most things.
The best version of me is considerate and humble. I can be that version of myself if I meditate and am at peace with myself.
Low key, I'm a saucy little photographer. People who don't like me are liking my photos now.
It's never too late to learn a new skill. This year I learned how to ride a bike, work in a kitchen, have a job, control myself, photography, and bmx.
Being weird is okay. I allow people to feel better about themselves by being very weird. I am the father of the weird black kids movement. I will never get props, but the youth fukk with me tough because weird is cool right now. And I'm the weirdest black man hands down.
Most people lie. If I'm honest about my struggles they will always be used against me in the future. Unfortunately I have to lie about a lot of shyt to avoid going to jail for felony assault. I do not like that at all. I'd never use somebody's vulnerability as a weapon against them. People who do that deserve to be killed on sight.
I attract all fringe groups because I do not judge people. I think beauty is honesty. Being who you are is the most beautiful version of you. I mean that shyt. I've dated some very beautiful women and they were so ugly in review. That's all I'll say here.
I need to be in the moment. I can't hide in my head. My anxiety and guilt make me crazy. When I feel guilty and frightened it's all bad. I hate those feelings. I hate anxiety.
A lot of guys are threatened by me, especially if they have a woman, which is funny because they love to call me gay or feminine. If I'm so gay and feminine why do they fear their wives, BMS, and girlfriends will leave me for them.
Lmao, somebody is lying to themselves, just saying, I see you.
Straight men focus far too much on being straight. Focus on being a man nikka!
I've calmed down on talking to girls. I don't want to get them in trouble by talking to them. I don't want to disrespect anyone's love because it's so hard to find in this world.
Physically I'm a beast but my soul and heart need are behind in the race. I'll be focused on developing them from now on.
The women in my life love me so very much. Most men will never get the affection I do from their woman. I swear to god.
I'm proud of myself. I went on a handful of dates this year and only had sex with one girl. I wasn't a whore. And from not being a whore I've met some nice girls. I really crush a lot. I can't control it. My heart is massive and I love so many women at once. I can't control how I feel.
There's a difference between racism and white supremacy.
I've gotten back to my punk roots. I love the punks in my city and I forgot how much I love being a little b*stard. Hahaha, we do it for the laughs. I finally have a family and am part of community.
The West Side has adopted me, and I love everyone of those motherfukkers. This is my city, period. I knew it would be when I first saw it at 7 years old. I swear to God.
My flesh and blood are on the ground in this city. Lol frfr.
I view my goals as marathons not wind sprints. I'm never late because I'm on my own schedule. fukk all that too old or too young shyt. I take the scenic route, I'm never lost.
I used to love being the center now I prefer observing from a distance and reporting on shyt.
One can talk the talk and walk the walk. I am one of those people. I talk less because of the fragility of the human ego.
I really am a ladies man. I tried to deny that but girls like me a lot. It's kind of crazy. I have to be careful with this skill. Girls are territorial, prideful, selfish, observant, and calculated.
If somebody doesn't love being alive and isn't a romantic they're not going to understand me. I love everything I do and every person I'm associated with.
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