Straw Hat Luffy
Veteran
I know its wrong to dislike family but I can see myself years from now when we're all grown. I could see myself not fukking with them just for the shyt they put my entire family through all the time. There isn't a day where my siblings and cousins disrespect and give a hard time to my dad grandma uncle and many others literally for no reason when the situation they are born in isn't even rough.
It all starts off with my first youngest brother. Dude has had a smart mouth since the day he was born. I guess you can categorize him as the bully type. Ever since his childhood days in elementary he was literally the biggest kid in his class. He's was getting suspended in fourth grade for beating other kids up so you can imagine how the rest of his academic school life went. Barely passing middle school getting to high school and just completely falling off. He signed up for some disciplinary program that would allow him to get his ged if he stayed there for six months. So I was thinking wow he's growing up and will finally change. Dude had two weeks left till graduation but got kicked out arguing with the instructor. The only thing you can tell my brother learned from the program was that he knows how to lose weight. He came back cockier than ever calling other people out constantly about their weight, bragging how easy it is to lose weight, and always bringing up how he looks good. Dudes mouth is worse now than ever cussing in my grandmas house nonstop. You can never have a simple conversation with him hes got to have some smart reply with you no matter who you are. For example, something so little, his ride pulled up and my grandma asked, oh your leaving and his response was, nah they're here to drop something off. He said it in the most meanest manner to my grandma and the dude just left. Its like this nonstop with him and it reminded me why I wasn't in a rush for him to come back or why I never get mad he's not around. Very disrespectful and he feels like he knows it all and he's the shyt for literally no reason. He also has some hatered for my father for some reason. He tries to put our dad through the roughest situations for no reason. He's even gotten into a fight with my father. But the weird thing is besides the occasional telling my brother he's not shyt he's always there for my brother no matter what yet all he does is deliver hate to my father more.
My other brother is now just turning 14 and entering high school is he's off the chain now. I've been watching him all week and god damn. Tell me why I wake up one morning and dude has a shyt ton of people in the house like it was okay when he knows damn well That's not allowed. Then this dude had a girl over he was tonguing down. Then hes always asking me to let him sneak out at 3 in the morning to go meet girls. I mean If it was my house I wouldnt mind. I'm sort of glad he's a lady man but damn he's going to be that kid with a kid in high school if he don't slow down. Another thing is dude is always fighting. Tell me why I thought he was watching a worldstar fight but I look closer and I realized it was him. He's got the why i gotta do it and ignore you 1000 times attitude like you could buy him shyt all day n feed him and let him do whatever he wants... You ask a request he throws a fit and refuses or straight up ignores you until you tell him countlessly to do it. Now I'm a just assume its the fact he just turned 14 and his hormones are going wild. I remember I was that age too but damn I was sneaky and tried to hide everything I did for the respect of my family. My brother literally doesn't care... Dude with get caught n be like why are you trying to say I'm in trouble? I guess it doesn't help he lives with his mom n she either always working or pregnant.
Sometimes I look at my dad and he looks so stressed as if he hates life... I've always been the good child and minded my business so these two are a completely 360 I just assume it's karma from when he was bad their age.
My cousins are just as bad. Some have been in and out of jail and others have kids and theyre all younger than me. they're basically all disrespectfull and never try to do anything good. They destroyed everything in my grandmas house basically. She kicks em out all the time and they just come back even more rude as they get older like they could have it worse but my grandma and uncle do so much shyt make sure they have it good all they do is reward with hate.
I don't know how they all deal with these kids daily. The kids don't have a problem with me but if I try to give them advice on not to do shyt they still will do it. I feel bad for my dad n them but fukk it they had the kids I can't go around feeling sorry for em.. This makes me not want to have kids or at least till my mid 30s
Is it wrong I Just want to distance myself from this and never talk to them ever again whenever I get the chance?
It all starts off with my first youngest brother. Dude has had a smart mouth since the day he was born. I guess you can categorize him as the bully type. Ever since his childhood days in elementary he was literally the biggest kid in his class. He's was getting suspended in fourth grade for beating other kids up so you can imagine how the rest of his academic school life went. Barely passing middle school getting to high school and just completely falling off. He signed up for some disciplinary program that would allow him to get his ged if he stayed there for six months. So I was thinking wow he's growing up and will finally change. Dude had two weeks left till graduation but got kicked out arguing with the instructor. The only thing you can tell my brother learned from the program was that he knows how to lose weight. He came back cockier than ever calling other people out constantly about their weight, bragging how easy it is to lose weight, and always bringing up how he looks good. Dudes mouth is worse now than ever cussing in my grandmas house nonstop. You can never have a simple conversation with him hes got to have some smart reply with you no matter who you are. For example, something so little, his ride pulled up and my grandma asked, oh your leaving and his response was, nah they're here to drop something off. He said it in the most meanest manner to my grandma and the dude just left. Its like this nonstop with him and it reminded me why I wasn't in a rush for him to come back or why I never get mad he's not around. Very disrespectful and he feels like he knows it all and he's the shyt for literally no reason. He also has some hatered for my father for some reason. He tries to put our dad through the roughest situations for no reason. He's even gotten into a fight with my father. But the weird thing is besides the occasional telling my brother he's not shyt he's always there for my brother no matter what yet all he does is deliver hate to my father more.
My other brother is now just turning 14 and entering high school is he's off the chain now. I've been watching him all week and god damn. Tell me why I wake up one morning and dude has a shyt ton of people in the house like it was okay when he knows damn well That's not allowed. Then this dude had a girl over he was tonguing down. Then hes always asking me to let him sneak out at 3 in the morning to go meet girls. I mean If it was my house I wouldnt mind. I'm sort of glad he's a lady man but damn he's going to be that kid with a kid in high school if he don't slow down. Another thing is dude is always fighting. Tell me why I thought he was watching a worldstar fight but I look closer and I realized it was him. He's got the why i gotta do it and ignore you 1000 times attitude like you could buy him shyt all day n feed him and let him do whatever he wants... You ask a request he throws a fit and refuses or straight up ignores you until you tell him countlessly to do it. Now I'm a just assume its the fact he just turned 14 and his hormones are going wild. I remember I was that age too but damn I was sneaky and tried to hide everything I did for the respect of my family. My brother literally doesn't care... Dude with get caught n be like why are you trying to say I'm in trouble? I guess it doesn't help he lives with his mom n she either always working or pregnant.
Sometimes I look at my dad and he looks so stressed as if he hates life... I've always been the good child and minded my business so these two are a completely 360 I just assume it's karma from when he was bad their age.
My cousins are just as bad. Some have been in and out of jail and others have kids and theyre all younger than me. they're basically all disrespectfull and never try to do anything good. They destroyed everything in my grandmas house basically. She kicks em out all the time and they just come back even more rude as they get older like they could have it worse but my grandma and uncle do so much shyt make sure they have it good all they do is reward with hate.
I don't know how they all deal with these kids daily. The kids don't have a problem with me but if I try to give them advice on not to do shyt they still will do it. I feel bad for my dad n them but fukk it they had the kids I can't go around feeling sorry for em.. This makes me not want to have kids or at least till my mid 30s
Is it wrong I Just want to distance myself from this and never talk to them ever again whenever I get the chance?
chin check they dumb ass nikka, let them learn through fists
