New low for LSA : Female is profoundly jealous of her own 5-year old niece and hates her for it

[timothy_strickland]

Low key hate my beautiful 5 year old niece :/

At first I thought she just "bugged me." When she was a new born I had no problems babysitting her all the time but the minute she hit 2 I started to find her annoying.

The other day when I saw her run up to me and hug me tight it hit me that I'm jealous of a FIVE YEAR OLD. And worse in my head I didn't say jealous I said HATE

- I hate that shes beautiful and that all our uncles and aunts love her while I remember being called "ugly" as a child
- I hate that everywhere she goes she makes friends while I struggled so hard to make friends growing up
- I hate that shes accepted so easily in her all-white school when I didn't and I used to make myself feel better by saying their racist when shes black too
- I hate that she can barely speak properly at 5 and people aren't concerned because "she has her looks"
- I hate that my beautiful dumb cousin now has a beautiful child and lives with a man who takes care of her while I'm in my 20s without even having a boyfriend
- I hate that I know she's going to have such an easy life while I'm still struggling.

[Side note: I'm not exaggerating when I say she's beautiful. She has the most perfect features, unique eye shape, button nose, full lips already, hair is at her armpits and naturally curly but straightens so easily, gorgeous smile (the damn dentist says she probalay won't need braces), and ON TOP OF THATbubbly personality. Even when she was a baby she would just laugh and smile at every damn thing. UGH!]

I need to stop comparing myself to her guys WHY IS LIFE NOT FAIR?!!!!

Low key hate my beautiful 5 year old niece :/


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That little girl gon get that Cinderella treatment by her aunt.

 

[Indiglow Meta (R$G)]

Underdeveloped minds.
Power of an adult, accountability of a child.
@Wild self

 

[Milk N Cookies]

Was this in the confessions section?

 

[Doobie Doo]

Op why are you on lipstick alley?

 

[Taadow]

I can't understand why y'all be goin' on there...

 

[Critical Distance]

- I hate that shes accepted so easily in her all-white school when I didn't and I used to make myself feel better by saying their racist when shes black too

lordy

 

[King Ka$h]

Please stop visiting that site,it's a poisonous place

 

[timothy_strickland]

Was this in the confessions section?

Op why are you on lipstick alley?

Low key hate my beautiful 5 year old niece :/

The friend of my sister was watching LSA on my computer, before I took it again. I saw this thread before erasing the browsing history on google chrome and was like wtf?

 

[StickStickly]

All I hear is that the kid has a speech problem but no one is paying attention to her.

Otherwise she sounds adorable and her aunt sounds weird.

 

[Matt504]

This isn't uncommon by any stretch with the colorism issues we have in the Black community. What's worse is that unlike the person quoted in the OP, most people lack the awareness to articulate why they might be jealous of someone that's getting positive attention from the very same people who treated them unfavorably when they were younger because they weren't as "precious" as the lighter skinned, good hair, light eye child.

 

[TEH]

 

[TooLazyToMakeUp1]

That's why people shouldn't leave their kids with just anyone, even family. You never know what's going on in peoples' heads

 

[Jean Jacket]

I'm hoping she's being cheeky.

Otherwise, ol girl needs counseling.

 

[Wild self]

These birds should be in solidary confinement.

 

[timothy_strickland]

I'm hoping she's being cheeky.

Otherwise, ol girl needs counseling.

I think she's for real. You can sense the resentment, pettiness and jealousy off her writing.