feel like I'm really close to finally making a break through in my career field, it wasn't easy, many long lonely hours of pure sacrifice and hard work, too alotta L's, had to learn alotta lessons the hard way and I have no regrets...
But in order to make it till the top, u gotta be willing to do things the avg person wouldn't do, back during the "turn up era" I was in a cold basement grinding, while my peers were partying, trying to perfect my craft will nothing but an "unrealistic" dream. Even My own parents told me what I was doing was stupid and wouldn't make it. I got doors shut in my face and rejected many times and used it as fuel. I was trapped in low wage jobs while maintaing my focus and I've came a long way. The skills I possess are scary, but it came with alot of pain. That's why I really respect ppl like Kobe and Mayweather, to have that determination, some traumatic must take place to push a person to want to go to the moon. It takes alot of self belief to endure the painful road...it sounds cliche but u REALLY have to believe, and believe so much it hurt.
I felt like giving up so many times and been thinking about "making it" obsessively like a mad man. Now I feel like I arrived. Sometimes it felt so far away, I questioned my self like "damn did I waste youth for nothing?" My skills, discipline, hunger, mental toughness is on a level so high I feel like I'm the best in the world, they just don't know it yet. My goal is to become the best in the world, I really feel like I can make history, the talent and skills are there but that don't matter if ppl don't know about your work, so that's the next battle I'm about to fight. I still got a long ways to go.
But this thread is for all the BIG dreamers that want more, because I don't know about y'all but I rather die then settle, if my live is working 9 to 5 at some low wage job I hate....take a shotgun and blow my fukking head, because I don't wanna live in mediocrity. This is for the people with dreams, grinding, we can support and encourage each other, and fukk it were all gonna die anyway why not shot for the stars? Sometimes u gotta risk everything to gain everything....lets get it!
btw I.M.M vol 2 coming soon, watch out for that





don't let my hate stop you