part of me is becoming a misanthropist and I don't like it.

[TRY GOD]

embrace your inner sanity!

 

[AAKing23]

Breh it's understandable at times how someone could hate humanity but you can't let it consume you. Try hard to focus on the good in people and society. Focusing too much on the bad will destroy you.

 

[iFightSeagullsForBread]

I reckon I feel a feller needs to break the uh, character to tell you this.

You clearly suffer from "everyone is at fault/sucks but me" syndrome.

And money won't solve your problem.

fakkit.

 

[Solo ✧✦✧]

I accepted that I hate people a while ago. After learning more about the ways of the world it's impossible for me to not hate society and not care about people. Your case seems more extreme than mine. You should live for yourself completely. There's nothing wrong with not caring about people or even hating people in my opinion if it's not getting in the way of your own motivations and pursuit of accomplishments. I think the hate and anger can be used as fuel to keep pushing and wanting to succeed. If your hatred of society is causing you to give up then that's when it becomes a worry. The truth is most people don't give a fukk about me and no one's going to convince me otherwise so the only way to get anywhere in life for me is to depend on myself and not expect much help from society.

Don't allow your anger and hatred to cause you to give up. Use it to your advantage.

 

[KravenMorehead™]

I'm right there with you.

 

[Mr. Negative]

Apathy, breh. you'll be fine with you get there.

 

[360dagod]

nikkas be really trying to help homeboy on here and all he does is lash out for no reason

Being the over intellectual nikka who shuns everyone else is guaranteed to have a lonely and miserable life...

My ex was actually on point about this behavior I had

We all come from different walks of life with different experiences..

No one is better than anyone...

The harsh reality is your going to need some of the same people your shytting on subconsciously...

Nothing is going to bubble for until you stop lashing out and start LISTENING,
ACCEPTING
CHANGING

 

[KravenMorehead™]

^^^I thought he was just keeping it real

 

[ThaRealness]

All I can say is try to sit back and laugh whenever possible.
Society is collapsing? So what? Before the stars aligned, and created the perfect conditions, on this planet, for life to unfold... it was just chaos. 99.99999999% (some religious folks think it's 100% ) of the universe is still chaos. Just random chemical reactions.


Our entire existence is just a fleeting moment.... why is the fact that society is doomed so tragic? A return to chaos is inevitable

most importantly... Accept the prospect of failure. Life is absurd, you may not succeed, and failure can't possibly be as bad as you imagine it right now.

In our minds, we tend to dramaticize everything.

 

[Another Man]

Do drugs

 

[Tunes]

Rub one out, go for a jog, take some acid.

 

[Momentum]

Misanthropy is described as a hatred of humanity and society.

I'm starting to just really hate people. Or is it just because I've had to deal with so much hate in life directed towards me? Or is it because I don't like where this society is going with how vain, materialistic, and money hungry it is? Or is it because I see the success people have and I don't have it? Or is it because I see very few places for myself in this world? Or is it because I just suck as a person? Or is it because i have so many clashes with people? Like they are the wall I seek to break down.

I know it seems weird that I'm discussing this on a message board with other people...but I don't know.

It's even getting to the point where I don't even feel like talking to women. Or anybody else other than small talk.

I'm just sick of people constantly being in my way when I try to do....ANYTHING.

I want to get a job to make money to survive...they're always saying no cause they have some sort of problem with me.
I want to find an apartment....they're always saying no because they don't want me in or around their place beighborhood.
People who think the only good things I can provide them with is money or drugs...
People who refuse to give me a chance to do anything.

If I had $10 million dollars shyt the game would over. Then I could finally be that person that I've always wanted to be. Give back to the hood. Fund and provide underprivileged kids with educational tools and better learning facilities. Build skatepark that kids in the hood can use. Start a skate team and put tons of talented kids on it that don't have the opportunities to shine an opportunity. Make a dent in life. Actually be something great in my eyes. Actually not worry about shyt like bills and rent. I feel like a fukking lower and a failure still worrying about this at 30 but I had no idea how to even adjust in this society and that's why I fukking hate it and the people in it that are flourishing.

I don't want to be this way. I've been hateful and angry at this society, people, things and stuff for too long man. I just want to flourish and be happy...but this society and the people within it are driving me I feel like to be some animal that's begging to be caged up. I'm sick of feeling this way. It's like the way I felt being some angry young teen mad at the world hasn't left at 30 and it's taking a toll on my mental and physical help. And feeling like I'm alone (I know I am) and I have no one else to talk to is making me worse.

I've been taking meds for anxiety and depression...but the anger and hatred of people is still there.

I just don't want this to destroy me...cause it almost has.

You can do this now though, on a smaller level.

I hate what's happening too. My boy deleted his twitter and I had a panic attack started texting him crazy to see if he was alright. That's when I realized I should be calling him like a real person and not reducing him to a screen name. So I delete my twitter... only for my cousin to start texting me like crazy to check on me. THIS. shyt. IS. RIDICULOUS.