CEITEDMOFO
Banned
Indicate if you have phobias/fears and explain below.
1) Which phobia's?
2) Do you know why you have them?
1) Which phobia's?
2) Do you know why you have them?
some may not consider this a phobia but.....
on a serious note Fear Of Abandonment. I think it comes from when i was 5 years old and and my cousin who was like an older brother dying. At a young age you dont understand death, hell i think its even harder to try to explain it to at that someone that age. Its more fukked up because everyone in my life i truly gave a fukk about wind up passing on [the shyt has affected me]. There was this emptiness inside me when my grandmothers die. I think i took it the hardest out of all the grandchildren. shyt man, i still feel like im going to wake up and here they voices....Just they mere presence exceed the body they were in. I think it put me in catch 22 in a sense, because i get attach (somewhat) to a person quick and that attachment gets misintrepet by the females....sometimes i hate even pouring myself out to people because of that.
Roaches. I believe I have that phobia because when I was younger I was forced to ride with my mom and her best friend when they would hang out and it would be roaches all in her car and I stuck with them crawling on me in the backseat
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