R.I.P Bill Zeller

[nalej]

I read the whole thing, it was really interesting and sad to hear the torment of something that has been raped as a kid. He wrote a lot of powerful lines in there.

on not being able to connect with others
"I will never have children, and I wanted to be a father so badly. "


on suicide
"People say suicide is selfish. I think it's selfish to ask people to
continue living painful and miserable lives, just so you possibly won't
feel sad for a week or two. Suicide may be a permanent solution to a
temporary problem, but it's also a permanent solution to a ~23 year-old
problem that grows more intense and overwhelming every day."


on his religious mom
"She has been sad since she found out I wasn't "saved", since she believes I'm going to Hell, which is not a sadness for which I am responsible. That was never going to change, and presumably she believes the state of my physical body is much less important than the state of my soul."

 

[cleanface coney]

damn thats fukked up. google him and read the note

wow man sad shyt

 

[Hurricane Starang]

 

[Sweet James]

@concise

Why are you posting this now, if it happened almost two years ago....

Threadstarter, were you molested as a child...........

 

[Patriarch]

@concise

Why are you posting this now, if it happened almost two years ago....

Threadstarter, were you molested as a child...........

Exactly what I was thinking.. Dude must have been touched.

Why did you want us to read this @ threadstarter ? Cacs rape cacs everyday.

 

[concise]

You have to be molested to care about this?

 

[Sweet James]

You have to be molested to care about this?

Originally Posted by Sweet James
@concise

Why are you posting this now, if it happened almost two years ago....

Threadstarter, were you molested as a child...........

Why are you ducking answering the question, breh.......

 

[concise]

Why are you ducking answering the question, breh.......

No, I wasn't.

Were you? You were the 1st one coming in mentioning it and having it on your mind.

 

[Sweet James]

No, I wasn't.

Were you? You were the 1st one coming in mentioning it and having it on your mind.

Another poster co-sign me, believing that you've been molested as well..........

I'm not the one, who posted a link of some random dude who committed suicide, who none of us even know who he is.

I thought maybe you can relate to him, as far as you both being molested. The thread seems very weird, that's all.

I also remember, a while back, someone made a thread about parents, and you seemed to get really defensive in the thread....

So I just put 2 and 2 together, and assumed that you probably got molested as a kid.

You still haven't denied it, so I'm going to assume that its true.......

 

[concise]

Another poster co-sign me, believing that you've been molested as well..........

I'm not the one, who posted a link of some random dude who committed suicide, who none of us even know who he is.

I thought maybe you can relate to him, as far as you both being molested. The thread seems very weird, that's all.

I also remember, a while back, someone made a thread about parents, and you seemed to get really defensive in the thread....

So I just put 2 and 2 together, and assumed that you probably got molested as a kid.

You still haven't denied it, so I'm going to assume that its true.......

Acknowledging that evil exists is not getting defensive. It's called being aware of your surroundings and not having vision that is limited to just your environment. Apparently reading comprehension is not your strong suit, since the reply is right there in the post you quoted.

 

[Sweet James]

Acknowledging that evil exists is not getting defensive. It's called being aware of your surroundings and not having vision that is limited to just your environment. Apparently reading comprehension is not your strong suit, since the reply is right there in the post you quoted.

My reading comprehension is very well.......

I asked you, why are you ducking my question.......

You said "No I wasn't"

I took it as "No you weren't ducking my question"

If you were touched as a kid, I'll fall back, but the thread just seems like an odd thread to make, that's all....

 

[Dada]

@ these responses. Some people try too hard.

 

[concise]

My reading comprehension is very well.......

I asked you, why are you ducking my question.......

You said "No I wasn't"

I took it as "No you weren't ducking my question"

If you were touched as a kid, I'll fall back, but the thread just seems like an odd thread to make, that's all....

Look, I'm spelling it out for you in no unclear or uncertain terms.
I was not molested as a child (or as an adult, in case that's your next question). Nor was I "touched" or any other term you'd come up with to denote being sexually abused.

Like I've said before, and you obviously remember something of it since you remember that I've made posts in that other thread you've referenced, just because your life or my life is relatively trouble-free, doesn't mean that that applies to everyone. Understanding the people that live among you, believe it or not, is a good thing.

 

[Family Man]

Tough letter to read. I understand his decision though.

 

[Blown Moon]

Tragically beautiful letter; eternal bliss or unconsciousness, he's finally at peace.

RIP Bill...