it does feel like everything is cheap feeling and more terrible now. i suppose its only natural that human relationships would follow. im glad to be older and basically married

i feel bad for young people. seems like a lot more people are now open sociopaths.
if i ever end up single again theres maybe 1 or 2 people id try to get at but i think im pretty much done. like most people i have been cheated on and i know what that feels like, and to think its now baked in as a regular thing is pretty disheartening. people have always been awful behind closed doors but
everything is out in the open now
might be better to go live in the mountains and be a monk or something
