"seems like life is just a constant war between good and evil"

[TheBeigeBomber]

i feel like im in fight or flight mode every day 24/7 for most of my life. i cant remember the last time i was at peace and calm. had the devil on my back as soon as i hit puberty. infecting my mind with bullshyt. this is a fight for my life. the devil wants me to go to prison or maybe even worse

Sometimes you gotta dig deep, when problems come near
Don't fear things get severe for everybody everywhere
Why do bad things happen, to good people?
Seems that life is just a constant war between good and evil
The situation that I'm facin, is mad amazin
To think such problems can arise from minor confrontations
Now I'm contemplatin in my bedroom pacin
Dark clouds over my head, my heart's racin
Suicide? nah, I'm not a foolish guy

has there ever been truer words said on a record? how many of you been in your bedroom pacin with the devil on your back, heart racing, dark clouds over your head

my momma told me weed has made me gone crazy but i been had this shyt going on way before i started smoking weed. weed is the only medicine that i trust and helps me through dark times. which is all the time. maybe this is bad karma for all the dirt ive done. or maybe all the dirt ive done is because i gave in to the devil on my back.

But wait, I've been through a whole lot of other shyt, before
So I oughta be able, to withstand some more

maybe its time to give up this shyt. its not fun to be tough and angry all the time

maybe i should cut off my batmoblies and all the other goons and OGs i hang around all day maybe i should give my life to god like mase

Always selfish jealous punks, will wanna pull ya
Down, just like some shellfish in a bucket
Cause they love it, to see your ass squirm like a worm

But just as you'll receive what is coming to you
Everybody else is gonna get theirs too

i repent my sins in the name of god/allah/jesus/buddha. lord help me.

 

[okra]

my baby

 

[Dirty_Jerz]

I'm tempted to give myself to the world in very demonic ways.

I want to hug it out with those lesser lights all on my back but I also want to embrace the goodness that makes babies giggle.

I love the peace and I love the war. no love for no beach. That's law

 

[TheBeigeBomber]

my baby

hold me

 

[TheBeigeBomber]

@Gator Reloaded

 

[okra]

hold me

 

[Lil Gangsta]

my baby

Wow

U throw me in the bushes for the mixed nikka

Always knew u was a c00n

 

[kav45]

how much does your rent cost? and all your bills per month and how do you pay them?

 

[TheBeigeBomber]

how much does your rent cost? and all your bills per month and how do you pay them?

i dont have any rent to pay. my pops owns this flat and left it to me. all i have to pay is utilities and groceries.

 

[okra]

Wow

U throw me in the bushes for the mixed nikka

Always knew u was a c00n

after all those nasty things you said about somalis you expect me to still like you???
and i told you to leave me alone

 

[kav45]

i dont have any rent to pay. my pops owns this flat and left it to me. all i have to pay is utilities and groceries.

im in uk trying to move out (age18)

how much are utilities and groceries come 2 every month? do you have internet in your flat and how do you make your money to pay your bills?

also did your dad pass away?

 

[TheBeigeBomber]

im in uk trying to move out (age18)

how much are utilities and groceries come 2 every month? do you have internet in your flat and how do you make your money to pay your bills?

also did your dad pass away?

i used jsa money to buy a lil Q and sell it in 10bit bags. make £20 profit off every Q i sell. im not making any money tho becasue all that profit goes to buying food and paying the bills. all my bills add up to £100 per month. my phone bill was £3 this month

 

[Lil Gangsta]

after all those nasty things you said about somalis you expect me to still like you???
and i told you to leave me alone

somalis is my nikkas. I fux wit yall heavy.

U tlkn bout the shyt I said to Malc? That was directed only to somalic00ns that look down on other blacks folks. But im over dem nikkas anyways.

Look im not axin to get my spot back as husband #4, i jus want u to not hate me

 

[TheBeigeBomber]

somalis is my nikkas. I fux wit yall heavy.

U tlkn bout the shyt I said to Malc? That was directed only to somalic00ns that look down on other blacks folks. But im over dem nikkas anyways.

Look im not axin to get my spot back as husband #4, i jus want u to not hate me

 

[okra]

somalis is my nikkas. I fux wit yall heavy.

U tlkn bout the shyt I said to Malc? That was directed only to somalic00ns that look down on other blacks folks. But im over dem nikkas anyways.

Look im not axin to get my spot back as husband #4, i jus want u to not hate me

i dont hate you