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father in Jamaica but he told me no jobs there, he doesn't deal with me.
 

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Would you kill yourself?

I'm 41, no kids, low paying job, for profit school education..

Would you kill yourself?

I'm on academic deferment so I have to pay out of pocket.

So Seriously would you just kill yourself?

I see lot of brehs have problems, I have the worst, I'm just no happy and I'm greying up fast due to unhappiness.

So why bother

I need hope, something to look forward too, even at my age, I think I need a mentor or a plan. I'm in a tough bind, depressed like hell.

Get into trucking. You will have to spend a year over the road but after that it's easy living. Go to a company that have a trucking school so you won't have to come out of pocket. Sell your car, put your belongings in storage and live in the truck until you have enough to move to a better place. After your first year you will never make under 50k again.

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Scott Larock

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Reaccess the situation. You have a job, men can have kids up until deathbed... Beard dye can cover the grey...

41 def aint old as an island dude. Island women love them some older men...

You have to find what makes you happy. Do you have an idea on what that is?

honestly no.

I stay thst because I think career minded individuals cone from youth. easier at 18 than 30. I don't know. I try IT I just cannot focus on it, I lose focus cuz I think it doesn't interest me.

honestly I can see myself driving for a living and yes being single and going for trucking isn't bad but that's a lonely ass job.

also sickle cell I csnnot take the heavy lifting constant change of weather.

this shyt should have been done years ago due to the sickle cell making shyt rather difficult and unlike a normal person hence why I said kill myself.
 

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First thing first, there's nothing that should make you want to kill yourself. Everyday you wake up it's a blessing. Now about your education have you thought about attending a community college? It may not be the best, but having an associates degree, should help you get a job.
 
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Would you kill yourself?

I'm 41, no kids, low paying job, for profit school education..

Would you kill yourself?

I'm on academic deferment so I have to pay out of pocket.

So Seriously would you just kill yourself?

I see lot of brehs have problems, I have the worst, I'm just no happy and I'm greying up fast due to unhappiness.

So why bother

I need hope, something to look forward too, even at my age, I think I need a mentor or a plan. I'm in a tough bind, depressed like hell.

what kinda job?

what does academic deferment?

what do you mean by for profit school education?
 

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sickle cell I talked to the insructor and he told me that will be a issue.

Damn :yeshrug:

I read you also drink every night. You have to give that up and drugs. Good luck though. I would say find a trade, but these days it take years of apprenticeship to find a decent paying job.
 

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what kinda job?

what does academic deferment?

what do you mean by for profit school education?

means you cannot get financial aid until ypu pass a certain amount of classes with a acceptable grade. I tried community college and did poorly years back. math especially algebra was a bit tough.

I have to pay out of pocket but I probably won't get financially aid cuz if you making decent money you won't get it anyways.
 

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Would you kill yourself?

I'm 41, no kids, low paying job, for profit school education..

Would you kill yourself?

I'm on academic deferment so I have to pay out of pocket.

So Seriously would you just kill yourself?

I see lot of brehs have problems, I have the worst, I'm just no happy and I'm greying up fast due to unhappiness.

So why bother

I need hope, something to look forward too, even at my age, I think I need a mentor or a plan. I'm in a tough bind, depressed like hell.

if I were you, I'd try to do something attainable. if your job is shyt, try getting a job you can qualify for like working at costco. they pay a liveable wage, the warehouses are closed for holidays and close at 8:30 on regular days, and they have really good benefits.

all the folks I see at my local costco have all been working there for a long time, so it must be a decent place to work.
 

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honestly no.

I stay thst because I think career minded individuals cone from youth. easier at 18 than 30. I don't know. I try IT I just cannot focus on it, I lose focus cuz I think it doesn't interest me.

honestly I can see myself driving for a living and yes being single and going for trucking isn't bad but that's a lonely ass job.

also sickle cell I csnnot take the heavy lifting constant change of weather.

this shyt should have been done years ago due to the sickle cell making shyt rather difficult and unlike a normal person hence why I said kill myself.

Have you tried Uber? If you are in a city area...

Non lonely driving job, want to meet people and get a clue on where all the poppin activities are in your town/city. Can drive when you want so if feeling sick, can stop for the day.

Now with Uber you gonna need a 2nd income, not tryna lie to you. Or you gonna be working all day.

And then with females, have you tried dating apps?

Yeah. Both my answers are new age tech, phone, stuff. Have to keep up with the times. I'm 37, so closer in age to you than many on the site. I do Uber on the side, and I met my wifey on OKcupid.
 

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what kinda job?

what does academic deferment?

what do you mean by for profit school education?
He probably went to a school like the University of Phoenix, or that school Lil Romeo promotes. They only care about recruiting students and getting as much federal aid out of them as possible.
 

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Have you tried Uber? If you are in a city area...

Non lonely driving job, want to meet people and get a clue on where all the poppin activities are in your town/city. Can drive when you want so if feeling sick, can stop for the day.

Now with Uber you gonna need a 2nd income, not tryna lie to you. Or you gonna be working all day.

And then with females, have you tried dating apps?

Yeah. Both my answers are new age tech, phone, stuff. Have to keep up with the times. I'm 37, so closer in age to you than many on the site. I do Uber on the side, and I met my wifey on OKcupid.

if he does uber, that would be good because he already has a full time gig. uber would give him more discretionary income which would allow him to pull more hoes cuz he'd have more cash.
 

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if he does uber, that would be good because he already has a full time gig. uber would give him more discretionary income which would allow him to pull more hoes cuz he'd have more cash.
And he is out driving around. Which he mentioned. Meeting people also
 
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