So jaded people....

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I'm not jaded per say but I'm aware that there are both positive and negative circumstances that can impact my life that I don't have control over.

I almost got kidnapped when I was 5 but that damn nikka crashed into a fire hydrant and the police came and beat his ass.

I saw my grandmother get robbed at 5.

I new a girl in my kindergarten class that was raped and hacked into peices by her mother's boyfriend.

I new a kid who was robbing high schoolers in the 6th grade.

I new a boy who started smoking pcp in the 8th grade and shot at a cop during one of his trips

When I was 12 I was almost charged with assault and battery, criminal miacheif for stabbing a boy and pouring bleach on his sister.

A guy on pcp stole a car from members of a gogo band and ran it into a bunch of 4th graders. A lot of people escaped with minor bruises but one girl had to get back surgery and a school counselor had to get her leg amputated.

The world is fukked up but moping around and being depressed ain't going to make my life better. Got to enjoy it while you still here
 

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I’m not jaded but I am weary of people. I don’t trust very easily and it’s because I’ve seen a lot. I fancy myself a loner and a pretty lowkey guy. From the time I was three I’ve seen Domestic violence, extreme poverty, sexual assaults, violence and so much hatred and ugliness. People are twisted but their is good and beauty and that which is worthy of love.



@norfwestdc summed it up very well
 

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I'm not jaded per say but I'm aware that there are both positive and negative circumstances that can impact my life that I don't have control over.

I almost got kidnapped when I was 5 but that damn nikka crashed into a fire hydrant and the police came and beat his ass.

I saw my grandmother get robbed at 5.

I new a girl in my kindergarten class that was raped and hacked into peices by her mother's boyfriend.

I new a kid who was robbing high schoolers in the 6th grade.

I new a boy who started smoking pcp in the 8th grade and shot at a cop during one of his trips

When I was 12 I was almost charged with assault and battery, criminal miacheif for stabbing a boy and pouring bleach on his sister.

A guy on pcp stole a car from members of a gogo band and ran it into a bunch of 4th graders. A lot of people escaped with minor bruises but one girl had to get back surgery and a school counselor had to get her leg amputated.

The world is fukked up but moping around and being depressed ain't going to make my life better. Got to enjoy it while you still here
Damn my guy you been through the ringer
 

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I’m not jaded but I am weary of people. I don’t trust very easily and it’s because I’ve seen a lot. I fancy myself a loner and a pretty lowkey guy. From the time I was three I’ve seen Domestic violence, extreme poverty, sexual assaults, violence and so much hatred and ugliness. People are twisted but their is good and beauty and that which is worthy of love.



@norfwestdc summed it up very well
I try to see the good but I think I’m becoming more cold hearted as I get older
 

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It’s fukked up when you do kind hearted acts and you seem to get punished for shyt. It gets frustrating.

I totally feel you.

I myself have stopped going out of my way to be kind to people who aren’t family/friends, disabled, children or totally destitute. There are people who deserve love and kindness but there are many who wouldn’t piss on you if you were burning alive. Be aware of who to give kindness to. Don’t beat yourself for being a good person, just direct kindness towards the right people.
 

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I totally feel you.

I myself have stopped going out of my way to be kind to people who aren’t family/friends, disabled, children or totally destitute. There are people who deserve love and kindness but there are many who wouldn’t piss on you if you were burning alive. Be aware of who to give kindness to. Don’t beat yourself for being a good person, just direct kindness towards the right people.
I feel you
 

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It sucks when you have to pay real consequences because you looked out for folks. Low key makes a person want to turn into a scumbag goon
 

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People don’t know what to make of me cause I’m a real dude, you around fake people so long when you encounter a real dude you don’t know what to make of it
 
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