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Forreal coli brehs, I gotta change my answering machine now that I'm alone, cos right now it says that "we can't come to the phone"

It's been a couple months and I still can't get over it, she came back n then we fought again n now she gone for good:mjcry:

All my soft nikkas, all my simp nikkas. Stand up and lament to neyo wit me fam. :mjcry:
 
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Forreal coli brehs, I gotta change my answering machine now that I'm alone, cos right now it says that "we can't come to the phone"

It's been a couple months and I still can't get over it, she came back n then we fought again n now she gone for good:mjcry:

All my soft nikkas, all my simp nikkas. Stand up and lament to neyo wit me fam. :mjcry:

what's the update? did u ever put hands on dude?

I think my girl loves my best friend
 

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never give a woman who walks out of your life an opportunity to do it again

I remember reading that post where you talked about how women randomly go cold on you , forreal that's what happened to me fo the 1st time. I keep askin myself what happened, wtf did I do.:mjcry: She won't tell me, she just says I'm an a$$hole :mjcry:
 

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:upsetfavre:

I remember reading that post where you talked about how women randomly go cold on you , forreal that's what happened to me fo the 1st time. I keep askin myself what happened, wtf did I do.:mjcry: She won't tell me, she just says I'm an a$$hole :mjcry:

you did nothing wrong, stop focusing on teh why? focus on the what

the why will have you :mindblown: why did she leave, why why why

the what is she left it does't matter why she did the what is action that she did
 

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what's the update? did u ever put hands on dude?

I think my girl loves my best friend

I deleted both they numbers & then old girl hit me up on some I'm sorry ish a couple weeks later. Being the simp I am, I took her back. But she was still acting off wit me. Wouldn't see me/wouldn't pick up my phone calls. Just text me.

A month later I'm here and I got frustrated and got angry with her now she won't forgive me and doesn't wanna know me anymore :mjcry:
 

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I deleted both they numbers & then old girl hit me up on some I'm sorry ish a couple weeks later. Being the simp I am, I took her back. But she was still acting off wit me. Wouldn't see me/wouldn't pick up my phone calls. Just text me.

A month later I'm here and I got frustrated and got angry with her now she won't forgive me and doesn't wanna know me anymore :mjcry:

go for a five mile jog/run..... it will clear your head and lift your mood!
 

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I deleted both they numbers & then old girl hit me up on some I'm sorry ish a couple weeks later. Being the simp I am, I took her back. But she was still acting off wit me. Wouldn't see me/wouldn't pick up my phone calls. Just text me.

A month later I'm here and I got frustrated and got angry with her now she won't forgive me and doesn't wanna know me anymore :mjcry:

you know what, at least you learned a lesson now that you will carry with you for life. You got your immunization shot. From now on the moment a woman leaves your life, never look back regardless if she wants back in weeks or months later.
 

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you did nothing wrong, stop focusing on teh why? focus on the what

the why will have you :mindblown: why did she leave, why why why

the what is she left it does't matter why she did the what is action that she did

You the GOAT poster wit @KOOL-AID , :wow:

I miss her & the memories. I formed a new struggle roster of hoes :flabbynsick: After I dropped all of my old ones to be with this one and goddamn the shyt is depressing. All these new bytches are boring and dumb af, even got a couple pigs in there too. The conversations are awful. But a young nikka don't wanna be alone:mjlol:

Summer is coming so it's not as bad as the winter :francis:
 

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You the GOAT poster wit @KOOL-AID , :wow:

I miss her & the memories. I formed a new struggle roster of hoes :flabbynsick: After I dropped all of my old ones to be with this one and goddamn the shyt is depressing. All these new bytches are boring and dumb af, even got a couple pigs in there too. The conversations are awful. But a young nikka don't wanna be alone:mjlol:

Summer is coming so it's not as bad as the winter :francis:

you see have an emotional connection and you still have her on a pedestal why no other chick can compare. Once you sever the ties and get out of the haze of damn i miss her, shes the best girl ever :wow:, you'll see that she is nothing special. Isn't it amazing if she had an identical twin sister but just with a different hair color, and you were to see the identical twin sister and they looked alike acted alike but you knew it wasn't her, you'd feel zero emotions. It's all in your head the emotional connection but time heals all, time and not talking will destroy that emotional connection.

It's like if you have candida overgrowth inside your belly, if you stop consuming sugar the thing that candida needs to grow the overgrowth starves and die. It's the same for this, stop feeding your emotions whether that's peeping her social media, or thinking thoughts take control and say NO i'm better than this. And as time goes on you'll be :blessed: wheny u rach indifference.
 

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you see have an emotional connection and you still have her on a pedestal why no other chick can compare. Once you sever the ties and get out of the haze of damn i miss her, shes the best girl ever :wow:, you'll see that she is nothing special. Isn't it amazing if she had an identical twin sister but just with a different hair color, and you were to see the identical twin sister and they looked alike acted alike but you knew it wasn't her, you'd feel zero emotions. It's all in your head the emotional connection but time heals all, time and not talking will destroy that emotional connection.

It's like if you have candida overgrowth inside your belly, if you stop consuming sugar the thing that candida needs to grow the overgrowth starves and die. It's the same for this, stop feeding your emotions whether that's peeping her social media, or thinking thoughts take control and say NO i'm better than this. And as time goes on you'll be :blessed: wheny u rach indifference.

I just don't wanna hear or think about another nikka hitting that while I'm gone :mjcry:

Forreal, I never wanna catch feelings for a bird ever again :scust: almost all relationships end in disappointment
 

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I just don't wanna hear or think about another nikka hitting that while I'm gone :mjcry:

Forreal, I never wanna catch feelings for a bird ever again :scust: almost all relationships end in disappointment

prob another dude is :manny:, nothing you can do about it.

Lol and pretty much, unless you marry her and stay together till you die it will end.
 

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prob another dude is :manny:, nothing you can do about it.

Lol and pretty much, unless you marry her and stay together till you die it will end.

:wow: I need to get better at knowing which women are worth giving my time to. Too many demons out here :whoo:
 
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