sorry to all my black sisters and brothers. yesterday i say allot of dumb shyt ! i was sad because i am allone on christmas and probably on new year eve also. i dont even know what to do. on new year eve of 2012 i cried in my bed it sounds maybe a little bytch made. but i guess you dont know that feel when you allone at home and everybody partying with friends and fam. i really feeled bad.but i try to change my life in 2013 so that of the end of 2013 i am not allone anymore
i was in your position on my bday in late 2008. new city, no friends, had pizza with my mom and sisters for my bday... that day i promised myself i'd never spend a special day like that again.
4 years on, my life is the shyt. i'm in great shape, bytches on deck, got mad friends and people who wanna spend time with me

. if all goes well this year i'll be self-employed making 120$/hour.
so don't worry about it homey. i was the same age as you 4 years ago, and i accomplished
a lot since then. you can do this.