He was on twitter last night saying he wanted to kill himself
Then I guess he deleted his twitter
He also posted this on IG but then deleted it I guess
Like I said. I'm pretty sure he's bipolar, probably bipolar 1. I am, and he definitely does and says things I do or have done during a mixed episode (a mix of mania & depression) quite often.
it may seem like he's seeking attention, but him flipping out on social networking is the mania and very real. Mania causes impulsiveness.
this is just one of many examples of my mania, but last year I quit a job out of no where..thought it would be a fantastic idea and wmoved down to Florida with like no plans or nothing to try and "get my life together", during a manic episode (they can last an hour, weeks or months and get worse as you get older) and then moved back when I crashed. It's like going from -0 to 100+ then from 100+ to -0 and sometimes I have days where I go from that 3-5+ times a day
. I'm sure he actually really did want to kill himself and been thinking about suicide but then he came down and crashed, got embarrassed and deleted his social networking. It's like you're multiple people. Him posting that text on IG is the embarrassment he feels for the other side he probably feels isn't really "him". Bipolar is very confusing for those of us who struggle with it because we are not sure who we really are at times becAuse we have a few mental states that we live and struggle through.
Suicide among people dealing with bipolar is very high. I hope he gets the helps he needs. I too been really struggling with and recently had a manic episode a week and a half ago. When in manic, I ruin things positively going in my life..friendships..relationships and am very self destructive when I get like that. I was feeling depressed and impulsiveness, then impulsively deleted my twitter, gmail, tumblr. And almost quit my job.
It's funny to joke about to those who never personally dealt with it, but it's a serious illness, especially bipolar 1..it's a life crippling illness, it's very hard to live a stable life or feel like you're progressing or achieving things because you ruin them. you can't function normally or have normal relationships unless you deal with it and many people don't.
if he has something going on, that's definitely unfortunate and I wish him the best. however, i am confused to why you guys are so up to date on shyt like this? i'd understand if he was your family member or something, but I would have no idea if one of my favorite artists quit social media or something
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