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Don't mind that smiley I can't delete it

Don't mind that smiley I can't delete it

yeah, after some serious rejection as a youngin, intimacy and such makes me deeply uncomfortable
if I could convince one of my lady friends to marry me, life would be great
I hope you have good credithello there, I'm CinnaSlim.
I'm not scared... per say. I'm just hesitant to ever give complete trust and vulnerability to someone else again. I'm even more selective than before.
This is me. I'm not scared of a relationship but I do get my heartbroken more often than not and it does a number on me.Sorta Kinda but not really scared. I know the majority of guys aren't hip to no sex before marriage so when I meet a guy, I'm always hesitant about allowing myself to be vulnerable b/c then my feelings get involved. I'm one of those individuals with a really big heart so when my heart gets broken, it's really not healthy for me-physically, emotionally, and psychologically.