I'm going to say this:
If you (the rhetorical you not the person reading this post) are depressed or considering suicide...do not pour your feelings out a message board or confide in strangers that just so happen to follow you on social media sites. They don't care and will more than likely unfollow you for projecting your issues onto them.
Talk to people in real life that actually care..friends and family members. IN REAL LIFE.
If you got them.
And as for these nikkas... I'm a fan of Danny Brown. Not this dude, though.
But when you throw yourself out there for the sake of your career and distance yourself from the common person cause all you see is a "fan"?
And you surround yourself with other people in the industry who did the same?
And you're stuck in your gimmick and none of the shyt is real anymore? You got Yes Men and groupies and drug binges?
What do you expect it to be like, blowing big weed and fukking bytches everyday?
You threw yourself in The Void. Don't shyt exist there cause nothing is real. If you're depressed, then that's all you got and all you are. Your existence is depression.