The correlation between intelligence and depression, do curiosity kill the cat?

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Maybe they indoctrinate the population for good reason and not evil. Maybe its there way of showing us mercy, Maybe the truth, the complete truth is so unbearable to stomach, that they brainwashed the population to spare them the pain of living in this society until the day they die. All the things we have to distract us, were probably made to keep us all sane, to strive for an illusion that's totally unattainable.

Entertainment, gossip, work, bills, school, fashion, sports, video games, vacations, partying, drugs, alcohol, trying to keep up with the joneses..maybe people that do these things aren't dumb but in fact the true genies along, maybe they figured it all out. And so call higher level thinkers are the true idiots for not minding their business and always trying to meddling into something that they have no control over even if they do find the truth they're seeking.

The happiest people I know are usually the dumbest, I got one cousin, this nikka is 32, live with his parents, He looks like the black uncle festor from the Adams family, yellow teeth, bad posture ,dress like its 2003, dumb as a pack of starburst and hes totally content with his life. Me and this nikka was having a conversation and he talked to me about rims and fukking tinted windows for 30 mins, I felt like homer Simpson when Ned Flanders started talking to him about apple cider. My brain just floated away and he was talking to my shell of me. And that man has everything, a place to sleep, car, job, child, get girls...technically he got everything people strive for. Some poor guy with a PHD is probably homeless somewhere because u over things and over analyzing, when all he probably had to do is live reckless and just not give a fukk.

I digress, Maybe all of these things that distract us were purposely put here to distract us, were really put here for our own good, they're doing us a favor if u will, because if we were to peel back the layers and discover the truth of the world we live in, our minds would deteriorate from the bleak conclusion we come too. And plus If u know a secret and nobody else knows, of course they'll think you're crazy for talking about it and wont believe u. Like Chucky from child's play, nobody believe the doll is alive until it chop their head off.

Maybe people that are truth seekers are really the cursed and the dumb and docile are blessed. Maybe were punished for trying to rebel and for now following the script. The more u reflect on life the more pain you'll be plagued with. Life is like the truman show for me, a big sims game, highly predictable. People are boring, Its like once u figure certain things out, life becomes boring, the game is boring, its like playing the same mission over and over.

I think the deeper u dig, the more you're bound to find what you're looking for. I think the more morals, pride, dignity, intellect u have, america will surely punish u for it. This is a society set up by Satan so it only makes sense. Please don't be an intelligent black person, if you really want to experience hell on earth do it, if not just follow the herd, because were all gonna die anyway, so its better to die docile and happy than informed and miserable.
 

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If you are smart enough to know there is no point to such a short life it can be depressing. You see a rich person commit suicide and wonder why with unlimited options in life they were not happy enough to continue living. Robin Williams comes to mind because he was considered an all time great and rich and famous for so long.
 

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I have a 3 year old daughter and if I had the mindset 3 years ago that I do now, I would make SURE that I didn't bring any children into this world.

I look at her sometimes and get sad. She's happy. She's ignorant to the world. She's pure and innocent. Thinking of her growing up in this society as a black woman makes me sad whenever I think about it.

I definantly feel you OP, I've had these same thoughts. Its almost impossible to be "happy" the more you uncover the truth.
 

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I have a 3 year old daughter and if I had the mindset 3 years ago that I do now, I would make SURE that I didn't bring any children into this world.

I look at her sometimes and get sad. She's happy. She's ignorant to the world. She's pure and innocent. Thinking of her growing up in this society as a black woman makes me sad whenever I think about it.

I definantly feel you OP, I've had these same thoughts. Its almost impossible to be "happy" the more you uncover the truth.
I feel you phonzhi...thats hard man, hopefully my post know make your outlook bleaker....atleast thats never my intentions

but I feel the same way, I always wanted a large family but my brain is left...I dont even know if i could raise a child without indoctrinating them with my beliefs...i would basically have to lie too them about everything
 

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I don't know why you are so unhappy, @DrX

I can emphatically say it is not because of an excessively high IQ
..but I'm not calling you dumb or anything

My best guess is you are sad because you cant connect with people in your daily life
..and you have retreated into a weird fantasy world to mask your loneliness
To avoid taunts and ridicule for lagging behind typical milestones of your aspirational peer group
But I could be wrong
 

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I understand where you're coming from man...sometimes I just realize that I have to get to my old ignorant self just to be happy. I don't seem to know why I'm here...i tried religion and still kind of am but it just seems like I'm going nowhere. No idea what I'm doing at times.
 

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retreated into a weird fantasy world
From my view, it seems as if he, unlike most people, has a real understanding (not complete) of how the world works, which those who don't often interpret as something else, including, but not limited to, "misery."
 

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Black people been taught to think over thinking is a negative trait.
 

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From my view, it seems as if he, unlike most people, has a real understanding (not complete) of how the world works, which those who don't often interpret as something else, including, but not limited to, "misery."
...then where are the receipts??

If someone has a good map, then they should be able to navigate with it
But he can't find his destination
Why is that??
 

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I don't know why you are so unhappy, @DrX

I can emphatically say it is not because of an excessively high IQ
..but I'm not calling you dumb or anything

My best guess is you are sad because you cant connect with people in your daily life
..and you have retreated into a weird fantasy world to mask your loneliness
To avoid taunts and ridicule for lagging behind typical milestones of your aspirational peer group
But I could be wrong
ehh maybe when I was younger and still of this world...but I dont chase societal norms or standards anymore .....so me not having the things that im "suppose" too have dont bother me
 

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shyt is scary out here...And very weird

Everyone you encounter has their own map of life they've encountered that you can travel along with them back in time to a certain point to understand them or decide not to travel at all...from ya moms to the sidepiece to friends to the person on the corner you talk to for 5 minutes

Sometimes you understand why they are the way they are or the way they arent...

When you hear so much pain and heartbreak, shyt makes you upset because you know this shyt stems from oppression...:mjcry:

America wants you to be drunk and happy which makes you uninformed

America wants you to be overworked and in debt

America wants you as a black person to be "happy" your not getting you ass lynched...

My biggest strength is to create an atmosphere where people can let me travel with them and understand the bullshyt they been thru..

my biggest weakness is letting these stories linger and not "enjoying" myself...

which is why the single mother hate is irrational from nikkas who claim to be in the hood at any level

This shyt stems from years of social engineering by white supremacy....
 

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...then where are the receipts??

If someone has a good map, then they should be able to navigate with it
But he can't find his destination
Why is that??
You haven't been paying attention: there is no "destination." It's all for naught.
 
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