Yeeeeeeeeea it’s not a good feeling.Of course, that's why the people have no electricity.
I had many Nigerian friends during my last flush of pan Africanism. It eventually occurred to me that the stateside mansions with pool-houses and grounds and security where we frolicked over summer break (which I very much enjoyed) were being paid for by the people back home- kinda sucked the fun out, ngl.
Had me feeling like a colonizer and I never even been over there, crazy.