The problem with drugs...

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Depends, most times its 5x a week before work. If I have a class or need to study on the weekend I'll take one then too.

Nah, Never had a crash with them.

what mg? I took like half a 15 mg pill and felt a crash. I can see how they can help, but I felt like crap the next day.
 

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I never OD'd. I love hard drugs (coke, benzos and opiates, mainly). My life was good when taking drugs. Now my life sucks. I'm a boring person, I'm not as creative, and I'm super anxious. I feel that doing drugs led to a better life. The problem is, these drugs fukk you up physically. My body can't take them anymore. Because of that, my life has changed. I'm not sure if you can relate, but if you can, how did you get back to "normal?"
Breh, from the sounds of it, you did drugs for around two decades, right? You're not going to get back to "normal" after being off of them for only 6 months or so, man. Your brain/body has to adjust to repair all of the broken dopamine receptors you fukked up with all that drugging.
 

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Breh, from the sounds of it, you did drugs for around two decades, right? You're not going to get back to "normal" after being off of them for only 6 months or so, man. Your brain/body has to adjust to repair all of the broken dopamine receptors you fukked up with all that drugging.
Yeah, now that you put it in those terms, you're right. I just gotta give it some more time. But shyt, man, I hate this shyt right now :francis:
 

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I'm going through something similar myself.

I'm trying to change my social circle. It's hard though.


sometimes drugs feel like the only way I could be happy.
 

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I'm going through something similar myself.

I'm trying to change my social circle. It's hard though.


sometimes drugs feel like the only way I could be happy.
This has been one of the hardest things for me as well. You literally have to change your friends. That's hard. I still haven't figured it out yet. Finding new, sober, friends seems to be almost impossible. Even hanging out with people I met at detox/rehab, who are in recovery now, pose a risk. They were addicts before, like myself, and hanging out together could quickly led to drug and alcohol abuse. Man, I'm lost on what to do about this.
 
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