never been a big smoker like that past college…in college we smoked liked crazy for about a year straight but I was just being a knucklehead…after that I’d smoke every now and then if someone had some shyt…the last time being 2006 when I smoked with a friend…hadn’t seen her in like a year so I said fukk it even tho I had a job interview the next day…it ended up being 3 interviews that went fine until a drug test was mentioned…this was the first time I’ve heard of a school district doing drug tests…long story short I was able to postpone it for a couple weeks which was more than enough time for the shyt to exit my system…which shows how much I didn’t really smoke
ffwd 16 years to a month and a half ago…with law changes and legal dispensaries popping up, I decided to start smoking again…started off good as I smoked at night before bed but then I’d smoke during the day too out of boredom…this soon became every day…this last month and a half has been a blur…felt like I was in a fog this whole time…robbed of most of my ambition…I “like” the super stress-free feeling…unfortunately that’s the only feeling I can remember experiencing…felt like I was in a complete stupor…I got waaay too comfortable just sitting around all day doing nothing
I remember a poster on here saying he started smoking at 12 (he was trying to quit)…and in hindsight I legit feel sorry for him cuz that sounds like a wasted life smh…that same friend I mentioned above is still cool with me…she’d come to hang out and all I’d have for her was dikk and one word answers lol…I had a home project I was about 90% done with prior to getting back into the habit of smoking…haven’t touched that shyt since
I only took a day off from smoking recently cuz I had a physical so I wanted my head to be somewhat clear and the difference is notable…gonna stay off of it for a month maybe two…then just attempt to use it strictly at night for sleeping…the thing tho is I have to find a a reasonable limit cuz sometimes I’ll smoke too much and wake up feeling high…don’t know how folks smoke everyday and are still “functional”…more power to yall…ok that’s the end of my “dear diary” shyt
ffwd 16 years to a month and a half ago…with law changes and legal dispensaries popping up, I decided to start smoking again…started off good as I smoked at night before bed but then I’d smoke during the day too out of boredom…this soon became every day…this last month and a half has been a blur…felt like I was in a fog this whole time…robbed of most of my ambition…I “like” the super stress-free feeling…unfortunately that’s the only feeling I can remember experiencing…felt like I was in a complete stupor…I got waaay too comfortable just sitting around all day doing nothing
I remember a poster on here saying he started smoking at 12 (he was trying to quit)…and in hindsight I legit feel sorry for him cuz that sounds like a wasted life smh…that same friend I mentioned above is still cool with me…she’d come to hang out and all I’d have for her was dikk and one word answers lol…I had a home project I was about 90% done with prior to getting back into the habit of smoking…haven’t touched that shyt since
I only took a day off from smoking recently cuz I had a physical so I wanted my head to be somewhat clear and the difference is notable…gonna stay off of it for a month maybe two…then just attempt to use it strictly at night for sleeping…the thing tho is I have to find a a reasonable limit cuz sometimes I’ll smoke too much and wake up feeling high…don’t know how folks smoke everyday and are still “functional”…more power to yall…ok that’s the end of my “dear diary” shyt
