I ain't having fun. I can't even turn on the ps4 for longer than 20 mins without saying fukk this and I can go weeks without touching it.
Well your first problem is that you play PS4... Hard to be social on such a shytty system
Then the next is not clearly knowing what you're trying to do. Thats not a problem at your age, but you need to finish school since you're probably broke with no experience in life and know training in anything.
If not that, then learn a trade/skill then try to pursue music and work while making some cash in a shorter amount of time than just going to college...
But I feel you on going to school and learning bullshyt, but it's a necessary evil. Perhaps if you didn't bullshyt in HS you could've got a scholarship and went to a university and partied it up.
But also, you need to have a balance in life. Study for a few hours a day then go out and do shyt, make music, talk to a girl, go to movies, etc...
Or you can do what I did and join the military. You can go to school there if you got time and still make money, music, travel, fukk bytches, etc., in your free time. You just got to be cool with getting yelled at, running everyday, and possibly getting shot at (but that's depending on your branch and job you choose).
