pushing 2 bills now

thought i'd have my mone right etc, car etc on top of buig building withbonfire smh i get this weird feeling when i think of the time i wasted iremeember going to house showing in september and i had money back then wtf happened i've done literally NOTHING snice then wtf i'm an bum ass bytch.
also it's so fukking cold in my apartment and i dk why, heat won't do shyt.. feels so good inside when i put hands /feet in hot water. wtf coldness all in my bones. also slight stim withdraal but it's all good i'll be back soon. forreal straight up
also i get this bad feeling when i think of talll the time iwasted wasted a whole year from age 21-22 spposed to be your best but i fukked it off like an idiot smh wtf am i doing why can't i snap out of it. also super fukking tired from stim withdrawal and gluten and 25 pizzas in last 15 days etc
At this point you're either trolling or you're a stubborn loser
25 pizzas in 2 weeks?
After all the work nikkas put in tryina school u on how to stretch your lil paycheck?
Grow up or move back in with your parents..
what? foh fohf foh foh foh foh fwohot tf ar uNo homo