This World is so Cruel and filled with Greedy Pigs

MenacingMonk

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I’m going through some hard times right now. My state of mind is a mess but I’m hanging on without showing it much.

Inflation fukking things up, Death seems much higher than normal, Covid Fuxkin up the world. My rent has just been raised. I have no direction when it comes to incoming finances because I’ve only worked shytty, low paying jobs.

I’m in another low point in my life brehs. Like this is gonna be the lowest I’ve been. I’ll never have thoughts of ending it, but it’s such a Fuxkin bytch to survive. I know it could be much worse, but this is my journey.

The only positive is I haven’t given up on hope and my determination is higher than normal. But it’s hard when the thing you wanna do in life is a bytch to break into when everyone’s a critic and picky with choosing what they think would work.

I have a few months (hopefully) before things get bad, so I hold on to hope and prayer that things will get better. I just had to vent, guys. If y’all are going through it I wish you the best. :mjcry:
 

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can u gamble?

do u have a little to start with?

call the number at tonyspicks.com and some dude from vegas will call u back with a winner

if you can build your base just a little, we will get to the jan 15 fight card and i will make sure u end the night with fat pockets

and i left something in your rep
 

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:lawd: This too shall pass

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hang in there
 

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What's stopping you from breaking into the industry you truly want to be in?

Is finding someone to share expenses with (roommate) an option?

Hang in there breh
 

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I’m going through some hard times right now. My state of mind is a mess but I’m hanging on without showing it much.

Inflation fukking things up, Death seems much higher than normal, Covid Fuxkin up the world. My rent has just been raised. I have no direction when it comes to incoming finances because I’ve only worked shytty, low paying jobs.

I’m in another low point in my life brehs. Like this is gonna be the lowest I’ve been. I’ll never have thoughts of ending it, but it’s such a Fuxkin bytch to survive. I know it could be much worse, but this is my journey.

The only positive is I haven’t given up on hope and my determination is higher than normal. But it’s hard when the thing you wanna do in life is a bytch to break into when everyone’s a critic and picky with choosing what they think would work.

I have a few months (hopefully) before things get bad, so I hold on to hope and prayer that things will get better. I just had to vent, guys. If y’all are going through it I wish you the best. :mjcry:


Use this as your motivation Breh. Keep that mentality no matter what.
 

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I’m going through some hard times right now. My state of mind is a mess but I’m hanging on without showing it much.

Inflation fukking things up, Death seems much higher than normal, Covid Fuxkin up the world. My rent has just been raised. I have no direction when it comes to incoming finances because I’ve only worked shytty, low paying jobs.

I’m in another low point in my life brehs. Like this is gonna be the lowest I’ve been. I’ll never have thoughts of ending it, but it’s such a Fuxkin bytch to survive. I know it could be much worse, but this is my journey.

The only positive is I haven’t given up on hope and my determination is higher than normal. But it’s hard when the thing you wanna do in life is a bytch to break into when everyone’s a critic and picky with choosing what they think would work.

I have a few months (hopefully) before things get bad, so I hold on to hope and prayer that things will get better. I just had to vent, guys. If y’all are going through it I wish you the best. :mjcry:
Move to Thailand and start a vlog.
 

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can u gamble?

do u have a little to start with?

call the number at tonyspicks.com and some dude from vegas will call u back with a winner

if you can build your base just a little, we will get to the jan 15 fight card and i will make sure u end the night with fat pockets

and i left something in your rep
Which fight is that?
 

Scustin Bieburr

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I've been there and to be frank im kind of feeling depressed as fukk right now on the way to work.

What are the things you're looking forward to?

Have you been taking any online courses? What's your education background
 

Black Magisterialness

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I’m going through some hard times right now. My state of mind is a mess but I’m hanging on without showing it much.

Inflation fukking things up, Death seems much higher than normal, Covid Fuxkin up the world. My rent has just been raised. I have no direction when it comes to incoming finances because I’ve only worked shytty, low paying jobs.

I’m in another low point in my life brehs. Like this is gonna be the lowest I’ve been. I’ll never have thoughts of ending it, but it’s such a Fuxkin bytch to survive. I know it could be much worse, but this is my journey.

The only positive is I haven’t given up on hope and my determination is higher than normal. But it’s hard when the thing you wanna do in life is a bytch to break into when everyone’s a critic and picky with choosing what they think would work.

I have a few months (hopefully) before things get bad, so I hold on to hope and prayer that things will get better. I just had to vent, guys. If y’all are going through it I wish you the best. :mjcry:


That's half the battle, breh. Keep on pushin! I lost my gig in 2021 and fukked around and got another one within a month. Weigh your options, perhaps take a chance on some gigs you never thought you could get. Lean on family and day 1's for emotional support. Most of all, don't be afraid to be open.

shyt is crazy right now and feeling like you do is actually more normal than acting like shyt is ok. People losing family, being put in the hospital all the while half the country screaming about their right to spread a deadly disease....its fukked up. But this too shall pass and you CAN carry on.

Stay up breh.
 

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It feels like youre alone but you're in good company. What you need are good distractions. When you see people into sports, music, Instagram, they know it's mundane garbage but it serves as a good distraction from the slogfest outside. It's a helluva ride life man. No downs without ups, no ups without downs. Ride through.
 

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I’m a shaman on the side and I be on here talking shyt, but I wish I could prescribe some of y’all shrooms. It sound like you need like 2 grams of one of the stronger strains to reset perspective. I don’t like when I be seeing people depressed and frustrated to the point of breaking. If possible, get out of your environment and go somewhere to mentally reset.
 
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