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When our relationship played out like waiting to exhale and whats love got to do with it. We made a movie out this bytch.
 

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How did you know :jbhmm:
It was intoxicating. There was this selflessness I felt for her. An affinity for her being around me. I felt concern for her even when she didn't want it, her sorrows were mine,
her joy was mine, even when it came from another guy most often. I kept her in my thoughts always, my body operated differently around her. There was a halo effect to her...
a grace. She could do no wrong in my eyes.

Then she fukked me over and killed the dream. Thanks, wench. I'm free to say fukk em. She freed me from the burden of giving a damn.
 

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It was intoxicating. There was this selflessness I felt for her. An affinity for her being around me. I felt concern for her even when she didn't want it, her sorrows were mine,
her joy was mine, even when it came from another guy most often. I kept her in my thoughts always, my body operated differently around her. There was a halo effect to her...
a grace. She could do no wrong in my eyes.

Then she fukked me over and killed the dream. Thanks, wench. I'm free to say fukk em. she freed me from the burden of giving a damn.
That sounds more like a high from a drug.
 

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That sounds more like a high from a drug.
Life around her was euphoric most often, abysmal other times. We had a legit friendship on top of all that so it became an all-consuming sort of thing.

I mean I had my own life and did my thing, but she was on my mind often. I brought meals to her at night(she was poor), stayed up to talk to her when shyt
was bothering her, etc.

I ain't doing that shyt anymore. The upside of the despair I felt is now, I can beat my drum however I want and wave goodbye to those who ain't on the program.
I had to learn how to make myself happy, and it turns out, im happy without someone asking things of me I can't provide. I'm an emotional black hole. It was a drug
of sorts. The withdrawls were sickening.
 

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When a fellow approaches the point to which he is willing to lay down his own life for one that does not share his blood, love hath filled his heart as a drug fills the veins of its addicts. If thee canst not picture a life without this person, he hath been consumed in his affection for her. Its tis the most powerful force on this Earth.

The only abstract thing that can cause a man to kill, destroy everything he owns, betray his fathers house. These things are reserved for money, a woman's garden, power. But Love can overpower all of these things.
 

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It was intoxicating. There was this selflessness I felt for her. An affinity for her being around me. I felt concern for her even when she didn't want it, her sorrows were mine,
her joy was mine, even when it came from another guy most often. I kept her in my thoughts always, my body operated differently around her. There was a halo effect to her...
a grace. She could do no wrong in my eyes.

Then she fukked me over and killed the dream. Thanks, wench. I'm free to say fukk em. She freed me from the burden of giving a damn.

:russ::dead:Well damn
 

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When I started to take away from myself for her benefit.

Homies like :stopitslime: nikka I ain't seen u in a month. U gonna swang thru Friday?

Tryna purchase shyt that was for her benefit. Like looking ahead two weeks, and buying tickets for something and staying inside on the weekend to recoup.

I started thinking about plans for two instead of one in the future.

The most obvious was the selflessness and how attractive she was to me. She's a very pretty woman, coli would easily rate her an 8/9. But to me she was a dime with good intentions.

Turned out all these things I thought weren't trye
 
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