ok mowg........I gotta ask.
how the fukk did that happen??
Training Jiujitsu. We're doing closed guard drills and a new student, a Russian, panicked and hugged my neck breaking my posture (which is good). I couldnt close my eye before my face was on his gi. I was face planted on this dudes chest and he was pullin the back of my head basically smothering me stalling for time because he knew if i got my posture back i was going to kill him. My eye is still open on his gi. Hes moving around and im trying to breath so i turn my face to the side (i was never in any danger) but, my eye rubbed on the gi pretty extensively.
I proceeded to strangle the life out of him but later, i had incredible light sensitivity and i couldnt blink without feeling like a layer of my eye was being ripped off. I would go to sleep, the spot with the abrasion would get dry, and when id open my eyes in the morning it was like getting a brazillian wax, on your cornea. I went to the eye Dr. and he confirmed that my eye had an abrasian. Gave me some moisturizing ointment and eyedrops to keep the area moisturized. The opthomologist said i would need to get a piece of my eye lasered off to cure it. I just deal with it now. Seems like its healed for the most part but sometimes in the morning if i open my eyes too fast that dry spot feels like eye flesh is being ripped off and i have to get my drops so i dont hurt someone.
To put the pain in perspective I bought some shades during one of the worst corneal fits because i couldnt go outside without feeling crippled and needed a way to block light rays from my life. Imagine the feeling of someone blowing crushed powdered glass in your eye then experiencing that pain everytime you blink or come in contact with light. Light from Anything. (cell phones, fridge, sun) Anyway, my eye started to bother me so i found a pitch black room to hide in while i waited for the pain to subside. It did not. I took off the shades, enraged, and smashed them against the wall as hard as i could n then stood in the darkness making inhumane sounds until the pain subsided.
