weed smokers going on 40 (i have a confession) :

[BlackDiBiase]

i am trying to kill the ego.

i can never do to it while smoking, i end up dreaming big big until i have my face built out of marbles erected on mountains of my homeland to warn enemy evaders this is the home of the great dibiase.

I'm 38 and end up thinking dumb shyt like that, but this is not a loser-zone type thing. as i am sure we are all productive in life. i work and have a promising set of endeavors coming through but i smoke.

I'm not a Kevin Samuels fan and after his passing i chilled on critique and even took time to hear some of his gems, this one is particularly potent.

i am trying to stop the excessive dreaming when buzzed and channel it back into something more productive but i end up just inflating my ego time after time.



by the way my bank is healthy i got like more money than coli posts, but thats about the only thing legit that is beneficial for someone my age.

i am withering at the seems, its just to this ego thing. Mike Tyson already told us we have to kill that shyt.

humbly#.

 

[BlackDiBiase]

lets build, what you doing on your buzz? i really try and kick the delusions but the ego is real.

got 3 more to edit and type before christmas.

 

[Astroslik]

Psilocybin mushrooms and DMT are what you need

 

[BlackDiBiase]

Psilocybin mushrooms and DMT are what you need

Mike Tyson talked about DMTs and there are a lot of people in the afrocentric community who are doing shrooms. i cant get down like that though i dont have the thorough knowledge of those things.

weed is enough but its not a humbling vice, it boost your ego too much.

with the ego its a destructive thing to have within us, but i do get things done when buzz creative things but when i am not its just some sorry ass ego boost.

anyway was just thinking about, the way of the samurai and the naturistics and all that. simple no ego living within our world.

theres a lot of self-depth in weed smoking thats why i dont smoke with people.

wrong frequencies.