When you get signed and put down with the crew for the purpose of spting someone else, you can't really expect to be treated with the same loyalty and respect as his actual people's. On top of that, when you yourself become disloyal you should not be expecting much kindness or empathy in return.
Also, when the person who's behavior towards you is causing befuddlement and it's the same person who worked in a subliminal murder diss towards his own sun on a wildly popular TV show, well, then you should stop analyzing your grievances with that individual and just move movard.