Best advice and came to say all these things....... Ironic that this thread pops up now....... 2mrw is the 7yr anniversary......process your grief. reminisce. pray. meditate. cry.
definitely don't go doing new or abnormal amounts of substances. Please.
Losing a parent was one of the hardest emotional things i've had to go through in life.


Man, sorry to hear it breh. It gets better!
you specifically should apologize for being s drug addict failure before she passes and turn your life around.
RIP to her though. I'm sure she tried.

some way some how accept that it's all apart of life..........*
Live how you think she would want you to live. She’d want you to be happy for her. She wouldn’t want you to be broken up. Your success is your way of paying honor. By living a righteous life the channels of communication remain open. As you mature spiritually, memories of her will take on different meanings and help expand your levels of understanding. You have lost nothing you just need to figure out how to access her energy. It will come
