When I think of being woke/conscious I envision it like this:
Before becoming "conscious" you're naive to how ugly this world really is, so you view everything as:
A pretty world where anything is possible.
After "waking up" you realize that this is an ugly world with an ugly history with ugly people in it. You start to view this world more like:
An existence where your own skin color gets you hated for no reason.
An existence where people won't hire you simply cuz of your skin color
Being "woke" can be a burden. My views on EVERYTHING has changed. Music, t.v, sports. Things that most people simply see as "entertainment" I see differently.
I'm no longer comfortable around people of other races. Matter fact my anxiety goes up if I find myself where I'm the only black person around. I even avoid going in places when I know there's no other black people there. I don't like it. But at the same time my own racial pride has INCREASED. I'm now PROUD to be black whereas I used to simply just be aware that I was black. I wasn't PROUD, I am now.
Being woke has its pros & cons. I do think that only a small few are truly "woke" so if you've been given the burden of being woke I feel that its your duty to do something with it.
I have a 3 year old daughter and she has a white friend that lives across the street. It saddens me to think that one day I'm gonna have to talk to her about race and that white people are "different" and that they see her as "different".
In order for "change" to ever occur, more of us are gonna have to wake up. I hate to say it, but gaining a disdain for other races comes with the territory of waking up.
I don't want to become consumed with hate so I'm still trying to figure out how to deal with this newfound "wokeness"