Food hasn't fukked up my stomach in years. Last thing was a burger from the Fried Chicken spot. That was retarded of me, never buy no burger from those fukking shyt disturbers. I can't believe how reckless I was, I even knew it wasn't 100% still ate it anyway because I was really young and thought I was invincible. Got vicious food poisoning. Abused the toilet while terrified to walk out the house because accidents were happening randomly. Felt like a sick, stupid baby.
Ever since then, it's never been food. Only drugs or alcohol have ever hurt my stomach and made me wish I was sober so I could appreciate feeling "OK" and eating a good meal. A nasty hangover will make a man realize how much he takes his health and sobriety for granted. Just being sober can feel like a natural high after that (but see how I'm thinking, that's part of what got me fukked up). But then I'd usually relapse after the nausea subsided. Trying to quit nearly everything for good, certain things for a few years to get my head right.