What’s a quicker way to kill yourself that’s not visible and doesn’t have bad side effects like drugs?

Rozay Oro

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I signed up for community college, will take prerequisites and eventually choose ASU or UND for online degree.

Honestly besides more money, life just feels like a waste. Just want to live long enough to leave my loved ones some paper. Hopefully die in or under a decade.

Suggestions? I can’t do any drug anymore, no high or buzz is even enjoyable.
 

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The body is meant for survival OP. It doesn’t matter what you try- it will probably maim you and leave you with some injuries or deficits. Why do you feel suicidal? I know you said life feels pointless, but there sounds like there’s more. Are you clinically depressed or otherwise mentally ill? I know it sounds pollyanna but life can get better with medication, therapy, self development and building community.
 

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The body is meant for survival OP. It doesn’t matter what you try- it will probably maim you and leave you with some injuries or deficits. Why do you feel suicidal? I know you said life feels pointless, but there sounds like there’s more. Are you clinically depressed or otherwise mentally ill? I know it sounds pollyanna but life can get better with medication, therapy, self development and building community.
I already go to therapy and have taken antidepressants for over 2 weeks. Not getting hard ons isn’t worth not being able to be sad nor cry.
 

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There ain't one, you gonna cause trauma for whoever finds your body, so you're better off staying alive and being productive. Volunteering could give you purpose if you feel like there isn't one.
I work 8am-5:30pm. Where does one volunteer in the evening?
 

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Are you in therapy? There are many kinds of therapy. Find a black male clinician who you can talk to. I believe you can get better man.
I already go to therapy and have taken antidepressants for over 2 weeks. Not getting hard ons isn’t worth not being able to be sad nor cry.
I’m supposed to start ART and EMDR therapy soon in our sessions for anxiety.
 
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