When did you start becoming aware of people ?

[Nefrodamus]

I'm starting to realize that I've been taking certain things and people for granted. I'm going into my last year of high school & I'm transitioning into a state of independence that I'm not sure I'm ready for. I've fukked up academically because of the typical teenage "I dont give a fukk" lazy underachieving attitude.
Only goal was drinking the ambrosia that is young p*ssy juice during my high school career, and I'm fairing well but that shyts getting tired quickly. I figured out how expendable hoes are

I've been pushing away people I shouldnt push away, like my mentor. I've been taking more than I've been giving in our relationship & have been coming off as ungrateful. I'm starting to figure out that people arent obligated to spend their time & effort on me.

I just moved & my conveniently enough my phone broke so I havent been in touch with anyone. Its leaving me with a lot of self-reflection. I feel a little lonely at this moment, but I'm okay with that. It humbles to see how quickly the people around you can falter

 

[BocaRear]

At the end of the day the only nikka there is yourself. go get that money right

 

[Nefrodamus]

Also, I know I'm going on a lot but let me just add:

I know the mentality of many people on this site is "fukk people, they annoy me, etc" but that isn't the right way to live. All you have is yourself, & other people around to support you. And of course you return the favor. Life is about relationships, and its a give & take formula.

 

[LA Fisher]

Time is the most precious thing you have. Always appreciate it when someone gives it to you.

 

[The 2020 New Member]

You tryna kick knowledge? You're a kid. Don't waste time reflecting now as you have not lived. No dis but you have no idea what's going to happen to you

 

[Nefrodamus]

You tryna kick knowledge? You're a kid. Don't waste time reflecting now as you have not lived. No dis but you have no idea what's going to happen to you

nikka, foh I'm spilling my feelings and shyt here

you devote your time making gay aliases then call me a kid

 

[BocaRear]

it's about to get turnt in here

 

[Chill]

nikka, foh I'm spilling my feelings and shyt here

you devote your time making gay aliases then call me a kid

He's got a point. I went thru the same shyt you did and while the knowledge and self-awareness is great it's shytty knowing that you wasted so much time coming to the conclusion. The quality of life goes up tremendously with that knowledge so go experience things with it.

 

[The 2020 New Member]

nikka, foh I'm spilling my feelings and shyt here

you devote your time making gay aliases then call me a kid

You dont have to listen but im not lying. And I'm actually gay so...whatever. im telling you to live, nikka. You will eventually find these days silly if you recall them at all.

 

[Kenny West]

I'm kinda felt this a year ago. Like I had been taking people for granted....gotta try to be more grateful

 

[Flay Mayweather]

I know what you mean. The older posters here won't understand how you feel now because theyre past that phase in their lives and believe you should get over.

They think it'll all be in past and you'll look back on it and laugh at it.

We living today not tomorrow, you can't survive on wishful thinking like people want you to.

All I can say is live bruh. You're going to die one day like everybody on this site. When that time come and your life flash before your eyes you don't want any major regrets

 

[Thatrogueassdiaz]

Ok?