Blacks, especially black men always have to be on our best behavior. I've seen whites dudes say some crazy, off the wall shyt on the clock and no one bats an eye. I can't even merely (verbally) defend myself without getting written up or sent to HR. It's even worse when c00n ass nikkas fall in line w/ the status quo and throw you under the bus. This black empowerment disposition ain't for the thin-skinned...you often feel like you're at odds with everyone. And add being gay to that and I'm pretty much fighting any and everybody off me 

shyt isn't supposed to be fair
