No matter what we do.
I swear...I hate feeling this way, but man...when I was doing my music everyone else was throwing the
and that made me 
But then I had people hating out of nowhere...
Calling me a c00n cause I wasn't making rap...
Saying I was making "cac music"
Saying I was a sellout.
Hoping I would become homeless.
I refuse to believe these some of my own people behind those accounts saying that shyt but there still too many crabs in a barrel looking to drag those of us trying to make something of ourselves down to their level cause they never did shyt with their life.
And let me tell you bout this story that happened to me last week.
I was at this techno club I usually go to to try to chill and meet some pretty young tings and this black woman was djing. I was excited as hell cause I could count on two hands how many black DJs have played this club in the four years Ive been a patron there. So I'm outside having a cigarette and lighting a blunt roach, she comes out and is talking to a bunch of hipster white people and they laughing and giggling and then she looks at me with the most hateful look....
Almost a look of "what the fukk is your cishet non binary black ass doing here?" Like it was offensive that another black person besides herself was in that space. It was just hate...
Man....the shyt is sad. I congratulate any black person making it. It's sad it seems so many black people hate each other and themselves. I love black people dammit. I want to see us succeed.
I swear...I hate feeling this way, but man...when I was doing my music everyone else was throwing the
and that made me But then I had people hating out of nowhere...
Calling me a c00n cause I wasn't making rap...
Saying I was making "cac music"
Saying I was a sellout.
Hoping I would become homeless.
I refuse to believe these some of my own people behind those accounts saying that shyt but there still too many crabs in a barrel looking to drag those of us trying to make something of ourselves down to their level cause they never did shyt with their life.
And let me tell you bout this story that happened to me last week.
I was at this techno club I usually go to to try to chill and meet some pretty young tings and this black woman was djing. I was excited as hell cause I could count on two hands how many black DJs have played this club in the four years Ive been a patron there. So I'm outside having a cigarette and lighting a blunt roach, she comes out and is talking to a bunch of hipster white people and they laughing and giggling and then she looks at me with the most hateful look....
Almost a look of "what the fukk is your cishet non binary black ass doing here?" Like it was offensive that another black person besides herself was in that space. It was just hate...
Man....the shyt is sad. I congratulate any black person making it. It's sad it seems so many black people hate each other and themselves. I love black people dammit. I want to see us succeed.
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"Deep routed through slavery, self hatred, while the jewish stick together, friends in high places, we on some low-level shyt we don't want nikkas to ever win.."
