Existential
Nothing really matters...
Daydreaming at your job about a better tomorrow, or maybe you just watched an informative video about something that matters, maybe you were on the train thinking about all the possibilities and your potential.
Then you see a group of nikkas with no future and it's like "oh yeah" because for a while, you completely forgot that ugly side of life even existed. You know you can't totally ignore them, just in case shyt pops off you gotta be ready beforehand. All your substantial thoughts vanish. Now you focusing on opps because you know better than to underestimate them.
I don't live in the projects but I do live near them, so every now and them I'm reminded of the bullshyt. It's funny because I'm thinking "If this is how drastic they affect me occasionally, the people who live in that shyt never have any time to think bigger because they always gotta focus their attention on bullshyt." It's fukked up
Then you see a group of nikkas with no future and it's like "oh yeah" because for a while, you completely forgot that ugly side of life even existed. You know you can't totally ignore them, just in case shyt pops off you gotta be ready beforehand. All your substantial thoughts vanish. Now you focusing on opps because you know better than to underestimate them.
I don't live in the projects but I do live near them, so every now and them I'm reminded of the bullshyt. It's funny because I'm thinking "If this is how drastic they affect me occasionally, the people who live in that shyt never have any time to think bigger because they always gotta focus their attention on bullshyt." It's fukked up