I'm in my early 20's right now and I can say, for me, the most frustrating aspects of my life are my ideas mixed with the lack of knowledge and means to get them out. I had a long phone conversation with my grandfather today and he could somehow sense that I was stressed out. It's always nice to talk to him because he can gauge me more than anybody I know, so I don't ever have to worry about trying to articulate what's going on to him.
Anyways, I was telling him about all the ideas that I had floating around in my head, but I don't even know the necessary first steps to bring them out. He says impatience is a virtue and that's how it's suppose to be at this stage, but the shyt is stressful because I plan and think too much sometimes. The ideas seem feasible enough because I visualize them, but one of my problems, for lack of a better phrase, is that I'm too fixed on details. I'm really not into astrology, but I can't even front---The shyt that they say about Virgos is damn near spot on from my experience
The angst is starting to really permeate and spills-over to simple shyt like: Wanting food to taste a certain way; Wanting music to sound a certain way; Wanting my surroundings to look a certain way and the list keeps going. I don't want to go into details about my ideas and get MollyWatr'd (no diss to Ken), but they are semi-grand, feasible, but at the same time, they seem out of reach because of the lack of the necessary resources that I believe I need to a sensible first step
Anyways, I just wanted to share
Cliffs:
I don't feel like writing any cliffs. This bulletproof coffee is starting to wear off
Anyways, I was telling him about all the ideas that I had floating around in my head, but I don't even know the necessary first steps to bring them out. He says impatience is a virtue and that's how it's suppose to be at this stage, but the shyt is stressful because I plan and think too much sometimes. The ideas seem feasible enough because I visualize them, but one of my problems, for lack of a better phrase, is that I'm too fixed on details. I'm really not into astrology, but I can't even front---The shyt that they say about Virgos is damn near spot on from my experience
The angst is starting to really permeate and spills-over to simple shyt like: Wanting food to taste a certain way; Wanting music to sound a certain way; Wanting my surroundings to look a certain way and the list keeps going. I don't want to go into details about my ideas and get MollyWatr'd (no diss to Ken), but they are semi-grand, feasible, but at the same time, they seem out of reach because of the lack of the necessary resources that I believe I need to a sensible first step
Anyways, I just wanted to share
Cliffs:
I don't feel like writing any cliffs. This bulletproof coffee is starting to wear off
