I'm very detached from worldly things so quitting or getting fired doesn't bother me. The universe will make up for it, when u put out positive energy out it comes back, irl I give alot, I have a conscience and hate to see ppl struggling, so if i got it Ill give it. I've walked the righteous road my whole life and never took a short cut, so the lord will make up for it, I'm not even worried anymore. If u do good deeds and never cut corners, yeah u experience some hurt, but the glory will come when its my time, I'm patient. I'm a good person, I think the disappointments in my 20s are setting me up for something really major in my 30s...I feel blessed and thankful for all the lessons I've learned thus far.
yeah man, i been knew the writing was on the wall, I was kinda of a$$hole at that job anyway...its all good I got another job plus I'm moving asap...apt hunting as we speak. I was thinking on the car ride back, if i didn't have the talent that i have, ill be finished out here. I think i would just become a volunteer and mentor kids or something. Because I'm not capable of doing anything else. My brain can't handle systems, formats, structure. I need freedom to do things my own creative way. I struggle with systems and guidelines...its whatever tho.
I handled it mature, shook dude hand and took full responsibility, because it was totally my fault. I was a dikk to some of my workers(esp that bedwench lol fukk her tho), I took days off, i showed up late all the time rolling my eyes at the managers, I used to talk shyt on the job to my coworkers about how shytty the job was, so i deserved that F, I would've been fired me. I don't need a job anymore anyway tho, once I touch don't and get my first small break I'ma be the undisputed king of what I do. I'm working on a project that's about to change 2 creativity industries. also i work with a tech team on a game changing project. I'm really figuring out how to get things on my own with my talents and skills, took a few years but I'm starting to connect the dots.
So yeah no more mall cashier threads guys, I know some of my biggest reads came from that job. i guess all things must come to an end tho. Being a cashier is HARD! tho, i was there for about 2 months, One dude was there for 6 years, full time ...woowzers, he look like hes about to snap, and conceal his pain with a forced smile, I feel sorry for him, hes a nice guy on the surface but I see a beast ready to be unleashed, all he do in his free time is get drunk and watch anime, so u know his dikk is dry...when he turn 30 and realized he wasted his life, hes going to snap...oh well....thats the game i suppose
yeah man, i been knew the writing was on the wall, I was kinda of a$$hole at that job anyway...its all good I got another job plus I'm moving asap...apt hunting as we speak. I was thinking on the car ride back, if i didn't have the talent that i have, ill be finished out here. I think i would just become a volunteer and mentor kids or something. Because I'm not capable of doing anything else. My brain can't handle systems, formats, structure. I need freedom to do things my own creative way. I struggle with systems and guidelines...its whatever tho.
I handled it mature, shook dude hand and took full responsibility, because it was totally my fault. I was a dikk to some of my workers(esp that bedwench lol fukk her tho), I took days off, i showed up late all the time rolling my eyes at the managers, I used to talk shyt on the job to my coworkers about how shytty the job was, so i deserved that F, I would've been fired me. I don't need a job anymore anyway tho, once I touch don't and get my first small break I'ma be the undisputed king of what I do. I'm working on a project that's about to change 2 creativity industries. also i work with a tech team on a game changing project. I'm really figuring out how to get things on my own with my talents and skills, took a few years but I'm starting to connect the dots.
So yeah no more mall cashier threads guys, I know some of my biggest reads came from that job. i guess all things must come to an end tho. Being a cashier is HARD! tho, i was there for about 2 months, One dude was there for 6 years, full time ...woowzers, he look like hes about to snap, and conceal his pain with a forced smile, I feel sorry for him, hes a nice guy on the surface but I see a beast ready to be unleashed, all he do in his free time is get drunk and watch anime, so u know his dikk is dry...when he turn 30 and realized he wasted his life, hes going to snap...oh well....thats the game i suppose
