Porn star confessions...the DARK SIDE of the industry

[MCMLXXIX]

Horrifying would be catching HIV

It is kept very, very quite.

They had an outbreak with performers this year or last year. It hit social media, then died down real quick. I think folks only found out is because one performer got it and tweeted his retirement and his status.

I remember reading Mr. Marcus got caught up with faking some test papers to cover an STD.

Just gross.

 

[The Bookie]

Corina Taylor's story is horrifying. Someone would have had to die for doing that to me. Its no surprise that many turn to drugs to escape and to numb themselves. BUT...Im having a hard time believing no one ever warned them or that they never saw the abuse another pornstar went through. Sometimes we stupidly believe we're invincible in every situation.

http://thepinkcross.org/ex-porn-star-corina-taylor-story

SL: How were you first introduced to the sex industry?

V: Through a girlfriend I had who stripped.

SL: What did you think the sex industry could offer you?

V: Glamour and a sense of purpose with men. I wanted attention like my girlfriends received in high school. I was looked over for most of the part. I wasn’t the homecoming queen.

SL: Tell us about your first experience with the porn world.

V: I won a contest in a Hustler magazine that I entered almost as a joke and suddenly I was off to LA. Someone who worked with Hustler set me up with Derrick Hey with LA Direct Models and I moved into his house along with other porn stars. His house was so full that he moved one of the girls into a closet. Every porn star had to pay $700 a month to stay with him.
SL: Did you feel pressured by pornographers to do sex acts you wouldn’t have done before porn?
V: Yes. I swore I would never do anal and or interracial porn. I am not a racist but I don't sleep with black men in my personal life and I don't do anal. Just stomach turning...

SL: Which sex acts were you coerced into doing?
V: I finally broken down after being pressured and did anal and a scene with a black guy.
SL: Who was your agent? Were you pressured to do sex acts you didn’t agree to?
V: Derrick Hey with LA Direct Models was my agent and he pressured me to do anal. He even booked me to do an anal with him so I packed up my bags and left his house.
SL: What was your worst experience in porn?
V: When I did a scene for Red Light District, Vince Voyer gave me a ride to the set and he asked me for “road head”. He called me a whore and told me I had to do it. So I did. When I arrived to the set I expected to do a vaginal girl boy scene. But during the scene with male porn star Eric Everhard, he forced himself anally into me and would not stop. I yelled at him to stop and screamed no over and over but he would not stop. The pain became too much and I was in shock and my body went limp. I couldn’t fight him off anymore. After the scene, they wouldn’t give me a ride home. I called a taxi and went to a medical clinic to check me out due to the severe pain I was in. A day later I received a phone call from Vince to keep my mouth shut about the rape. He threatened me that I didn’t know who I was messing with and that his edited footage of what happened would prove me a liar. When I went to Red Light District to get my check, I was only paid for vaginal, not the anal rape. The anal scene was so traumatizing that I hid out for six weeks.

SL: Were you offered drugs and alcohol?
V: I did not do any drugs... I don't use alcohol. I performed sober. I was never around drugs and only around alcohol at parties. I rarely attended those. I didn't do any of it before getting into the industry and I never had a desire to use drugs and alcohol regardless. Thank God. He watched over me in that respect.
SL: Did you feel pressured to change your looks?
V: Yes... incredibly. And it became an obsession to always measure up and now I am lost in myself trying to measure up to who I think I could have been. Very emotionally disturbing actually.
SL: Describe any abuse you saw going on during a porn production.
V: I can only say that a lot of men in that industry don't like women to begin with. I am not saying all of them don't but a lot don't and they could care less about the level of degradation they place on women.
SL: What is your experience with STDs?
V: By the grace of God I didn’t catch an STD... I tested regularly through AIM, however, when a performer I worked with caught an STD, I was given a pill to prevent me from getting sick.
SL: Do you feel you were educated by the porn industry about STDs?
V: I feel that they have a way of making you feel like a sex soldier and that you are exempt of the true risk that exists of contracting HIV. It was the last thought that crossed my mind when I worked. I know of someone who contracted it during the last outbreak. It is heartbreaking. I would love to see nothing more than the industry protecting the performers’ lives and mandating condoms. They can use clear ones and protect lives. The pornographers aren't the victims when it comes to the STDS. The performers are.

SL: Were you educated about your rights as an employee to a safe and healthful workplace?
V: Absolutely not.
SL: Describe your work environment. Did you feel it was a safe and healthful workplace?
V: I was under the illusion that porn was safe until someone I met contracted HIV and it hit me that it could have been me at any given time and that we are not sex soldiers and not exempt from the perils and pitfalls that could happen as a result of unprotected sex.
SL: Were you afraid you would catch STDS or HIV?
V: Not at the time because I was told I would be kept safe. I actually thought Sharon Mitchell was doing the best she could to protect performers. But at the same time there are NO guarantees that you will be spared from STDs or contracting HIV and that it can be you getting the positive test result at any time in an industry that allows for unprotected sex.

SL: Victoria, did you ever enjoy making porn?
V: I only enjoyed the opportunities that arose such as appearing on the Howard Stern show. I never had an orgasm. I only acted. It was a big act. And the act got uglier with being raped by Red Light district. I don't even like sex anymore because I can't find someone that doesn't abuse me on one level or another and they think it's ok because I was a porn star and that their abuse is justified. No abuse is justified.

SL: How did you get out of porn?
V: The very last scene I shot with Evil Angel and it was an interracial scene. I didn’t want to do it but after the anal scene, I was told I wouldn’t work again after Vince’s threats and lies so I really had no choice. I did the scene with the black male porn star on a Thursday and the director tried to book me again on Monday with the same performer. I ended up getting on a plane going back home because I had enough. It was truly God watching over me because I learned that the male performer worked with someone who was on the first generation watch list for the HIV outbreak that occurred the day before that scene was booked. That’s how close I was to HIV. I cried my eyes out.

SL: How are you treated now that you are out of porn?
V: I am treated absolutely horrific!!! Porn has left a permanent stain on my life. I have been harassed by boyfriends because of my porn past. I am discriminated against in my community when applying for jobs and sometimes on levels that are illegal. I deserve to be happy in life and not harassed by people who are threatened by my past. I also don't deserve to be slandered, I don't slander others, I don't deserve it.

SL: What message would you give to other aspiring porn stars?
V: I would say that it isn't all glamour and there may be times that you could find yourself being coerced or violated and that you could contract HIV and you can wind up empty and soul less and alone in life...like me. And that the stigma and finger waving will follow you for the rest of your life. You could spend your life being harassed like I am. It isn't fun by any means. It's only made me hateful where I never used to be hateful. I am a product of what can happen to girls. I go to bed alone at night. I don’t have many friends. I never once thought people would act so incredibly sick in the head over my porn past.

SL: What message would you give to men viewing porn?
V: That women are NOT objects and we don't want to have our insides pounded out and we don't want to be degraded and that we are real people with real hearts and real personalities. It’s sick that porn viewers want to watch women being violated. The people I know who are obsessed with sex and porn and orgies are Lawyers Doctors Dentists and Judges, the people in position who society thinks so much of while they secretly get off to violent and degrading porn. These are the people who need to seek treatment and the ones that society are programmed to think so highly of. I know a dentist who has a porn collection and him and his wife take their office staff to Mexico and they have orgies. They tried to brand me a prostitute because I made porn when they are the hypocrites with the sexual addiction and even bully their office staff into sexual acts because of their sexual and porn addiction. This is the kind of thing that happens in the real world. Porn addiction is real and it damages lives.

fukk that bytch.

Edit: The "rape" scene in question. http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=417307431

She didn't seem to mind it.

 

[MCMLXXIX]

Vanessa Del Rio was a MANEATER

She sucked the soul out of MANY MEN

She was the ULTIMATE Porn Star in my opinion

They're making a movie on her life story right now

I read her book. It was so good. Folks will not and can never have the porn life she had.

 

[Dameon Farrow]

A couple and I mean just a couple of these stories are on an out of order tip. But you can't get in that type of business and expect to be living some glamour lifestyle. Sounds like some of these females expected something a little different than what they got.

All I know is, I'm not about to fill out an application to work on a garbage truck and then complain about the smell of garbage. Some stuff is going to come with the game. I'd say about 2 or 3 of those stories is just plain unacceptable shyt though. Corina's case in point....

The one about the enemas messing up your body made me laugh though so I'm a demon on some fronts I suppose.

Think doing unnatural things to your digestive track won't have consequences, brehettes. ......................

 

[MooseMouthMthafuga]

This is why I don't watch porn amnymore and haven't for years.

Alot of it is just some sick, violent, sadistic, narcisstic, white male dominance bullshyt. Where's it's not even about turn ons, but about hatred and humiliation of women.

It's the diabolical mind of the white man.

They're just out here objectifying everybody.Black men(sex beast/cucold/mandingos) and women.

I don't like the article trying to make women/people who participate in porn look innocent, tho.

They're using their sexuality to manipulate people for money.They're little wolves getting ate up by bigger wolves(the sadistic white porn producers/directors/owners/low key homo's who hate women, but love objectifying them for money)

And they shouldn't try to shyt on the average porn viewer and try to make it seem like they're just as sick as the porn producers.Some are, but most porn fans are just sexually deprived dudes.They'd watch anything with a naked woman in it....it's either that or dudes who're in a commited relationship/ trying to stay faithful--using porn as a means of "new p*ssy"...it's the closest they'll ever come to some actual "new new" without having to cheat.

I think dudes who want to see women get beat and spit on are in an extreme minority.I don't see dudes demanding that kind of shyt in mass.....it's the porn companies trying to create a market for that diabolical madness.At the end of the day, let's call it what it is---the peculiar & strange sexual appetite of the white man


I don't like the sight of a woman being manhandled & abused, but it's hard to feel sorry for them.They go in thinking they'll be able to use their sexuality to manipulate men for money, but then they run into a buzz saw---a group of men (porn company owners/producers) who get off on making women feel powerless---they give real meaning to the term "your p*ssy ain't nothing but a hole to me".

Dudes who operate on that level aren't like your typical, sexually deprived dude.They're not in awe of your "divine femininity/sexual charms".....and once you sign that contract, they have the power to let you know how much so.They can't wait to show you how much power you DON'T exert over them.

It's just a bunch of egomaniac/power hungry/homoerotic freaks at that level.Some girls let their slutty ways lead them into those areas...they gotta deal with their own karma/repercussions when that happens.I'm not gone cry

 

[CodeBlaMeVi]

I watch amateur, recorded from phone porn now. For awhile now so I am indifferent to this.

 

[Vodun]

You mean to tell me a career choice of having sex for money didn't pan out how you'd hope? No.....

 

[Vodun]

I watch amateur, recorded from phone porn now. For awhile now so I am indifferent to this.

same here breh

 

[MooseMouthMthafuga]

yes its true
many of these women love sex and love the attention

This is true.If you catch them with their "hair down", some will admit it.

Problem with articles like this, people tend to tap into the "survey" part of their brain and act politcally correct.

Instead of saying how they really feel, they'll mix a lil truth with falshood, and say what they think you wanna hear.All the "right" answers at the expense of the real.


I've been deep down in the gutter and seen this shyt first hand.Knowing a few pimps really exposed a lot of shyt to me.


It's not as black & white as people make it out to be.It's mostly a shady grey.

This forced sex slave shyt is mainstream bullshyt.That's mostly foreign/3rd world shyt.Not that rampant in the states.It happens, but the numbers are miniscule.

In the states, these ho's are simply choosing the lifestyle.Just like sports franchises seek out good gm/coaches, ho's seek out pimps with the proper "leadership" qualities.In case of porn, you can just substitute "pimp" with "agent".

Depends on the ho.



There does exist a ho who sticks around because she's in love with that "daddy dikk" and just loves to have sex in general.


But that's mostly them freshmen ho's.They're also the most worrisome for a pimp.Flimsy with their allegiance and more likely to become a "choosy Suzy"...Hopping from stable to stable, choosing up with any dude who hollers at them



But you're right....Some of these chicks are just straight up nymphos who love to have sex.It's a vast array of personality types/mental illnesses mixed into this shyt.


Contrary to popular belief, a lot of chicks revel in the lifestyle.It's not until they're about to expire they scream foul, cry, bytch, and moan.

 

[Grifter]

SL: What was your worst experience in porn?
V: When I did a scene for Red Light District, Vince Voyer gave me a ride to the set and he asked me for “road head”. He called me a whore and told me I had to do it. So I did.


That's all it takes.

 

[Mr.Forte]

Oh yeah..the church retcon...give her p*ssy to slime worldwide but once they get old, they wanna act different and justify the behavior on youth and misdirection. Lol.

I hate when they do that shyt

They're just mad because they can't do that shyt no more

Now that they're used and abused

fukking HYPOCRITES

 

[Stacks]

SL: What was your worst experience in porn?
V: When I did a scene for Red Light District, Vince Voyer gave me a ride to the set and he asked me for “road head”. He called me a whore and told me I had to do it. So I did.


That's all it takes.

I'm saying! Now I'm not one of these Coli women-haters (most of you sound like weird cacs anyway), but damn if these girls ain't dumb as a bag of rocks.

: You want me to do what?!?

: Suck this dikk

: I'm not doing that!

: Whore

: Okay then

 

[Danie84]

Any chick willing to get anal gape and cum all over face for measly bucks, you know is fukk'd

 

[Hiphoplives4eva]

For some sick reason, white males love the type of porn where the women are abused and degraded. Its sickening really. That shyt is a complete and total turn off. Its like they're turning sex into a miserable experience. Do cacs really enjoy that S&M shyt?

 

[Truth200]

Raise your daughters right breh
Most porn chicks come from broken homes,ran away from abusive parents etc

When you kick your teenage daughter out of the house,for whatever reason...you are basically telling her to sell p*ssy to eat
Prostitution,porn is the only way she gonna eat..


I think some porn hoes do it for easy money,sex and attention but thats a small %

Most porn cats hate women..no secret here
They need to regulate this industry,enforce rules and contracts these girls sign.
There should be a clear,binding contract stating activities,pay,duration etc
U cant have dudes,going rouge,raping and beating women with no consequences

The agents representing these girls are a piece of shyt too

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