I pulled the trigger. Almost 2 years later I don't think doing that is some weird, loser, subhuman thing to do because men have done it as long as currency has existed BUT I do wish it wasn't my first and held out to do it with a normal chick first. You already said you're holding off on the escort soSo what did you do?
after your feet are wet it'll be more entertainment/leisure than filling a void. From experience, it won't quite be filled.
and start calling the cops on me for street harassment then yeah I might have to look back into the entire escort thing.

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Did you get a paternity test and divorce her immediately? As long as you file divorce and contest paternity ASAP even though you were married you could have gotten off paying. Why are you claiming some other nikkas child as your daughter are you joking nikka?
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