Was it brutal 
I didn't really experience one, but as a child I did try to act White
Going to Alabama at age 15 changed my azz doe 

I didn't really experience one, but as a child I did try to act White
Going to Alabama at age 15 changed my azz doe 

Sorry for you I'm hetero.
Like I said, some of our people are stuck in different situations. Hell, most of us (conscious or not) still don't know ourselves.
sorry about that experience, but I bet it made you stronger.